maggiezee

brand new.

in concert, tonight, in raleigh. with my brother [i'm so happy with everything in my life right now, i'm gonna ignore that he's bringing that girl with him. the girl that's making his life horrible. the girl that i'd love to speak my mind to and then put my foot securely in her mouth, hopefully breaking numerous teeth. but i won't tonight. i'm...
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i'm actually doing something with my life.

sweet holy hell, it feels good to be moving forward after sitting still for so long.

wish me luck!!


i'm actually going to school again. on my own free will and desire.

and i'm single. for the first time in over a year, i'm actually single again. no matter how much you want it and need it, it...
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doubts. so many doubts. am i doing the right thing? am i with the right person? am i living where i'm supposed to be?

once upon a time, i met this boy Temptation. he looks a lot like Trouble, only taller and with a better body. so, maybe i should call him double trouble haha. i was at the club with my friend, and met...
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AAAAAAAAAH. i need a pill to stop dreaming. it's all fun and games when i'm awake and control my daydream rendezvouses.

i dreamt last night that i got back together, wait... we've dated previously??, with john bender from the breakfast club. i mean really, i know i'm a little fucked in the head and have a skewed sense of humor and creativity, but john...
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i hate verizon, but i finally seem to have a sturdy phone that works. too bad it doesn't ring anymore often than my phone that didn't.

i told trouble i'm not his booty call anymore. WHAT? i know. strange. three years. holy shit, was i tangled up with that kid for that long?? ugh. he's my achilles heel, but i finally put a stop to...
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heyzeus kreestoes.

i'm so terribly ridiculously tired of these terrifying nightmares. i had one where i was pulling my own teeth. ouch and what the fuck? some dream interpreteur told me i was doing something to take away my own power and i was having body issues. OOH, thank you. like i needed to be told i have body issues. bitch. but it does all...
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i can't be held responsible
she was touching her face
i won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
[[the verve pipe]]

apple computers rule. widgets. that's all i have to say.

god. everything he does annoys me now. so, what? i break up with him and then i miss it? i have all the chances i want to romp in...
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radiohead. man, i could listen to them non stop. living in a glass house. one of my all time favorite songs. most of it only makes sense because i'm pretty sure i've gone way off the deep end.



oh, i'm day [[night? morning?]] dreaming of dancing, kissing, whatnots with trouble's best friend. what is wrong with me? my boyfriend is brilliantly sweet to me, and...
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fuckfuckfuck.

unemployed again. ihave such a temper.

oh, trouble. i had such a fling with trouble, it seemed so long ago. and i'm sleeping with you again. you're nothing but trouble, but there's something about you i can't resist. something i'll never get over. you were supposed to be my first, only it didn't work out that way. you wouldn't let it. now i'm running...
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i'm already planning/buying/getting hyped about halloween in july. does that make me a cool fanatic or a creep with not much to look forward too?



i mean, really, what guy says 'i'm so tired' when he's got two hot half naked girls in his bed?!! seriously?

monogamy is overrated. i need a new crush/toy.

all i wanna ever want to do is sleep, and let...
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