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i'm slowly but surely losing faith in humanity. violence, hatred, and cruelty are bubbling up around us worse and worse by the minute.


it's things like a seven year old girl getting shot in the face trying to protect her mother, or a completely unsympathetic asshole who taunts shooting victims that make me cry for strangers and their heartbreak. it's things like hearing my best...
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penn519:
Gotta love those high class pit stops the Greyhound makes....I had blocked them from my memory I believe.

Thanks for the congrats. My parents have been together for about 30 years now and same here it's pretty big since a lot of my friends parents are split up too.

No worries about not making it out to the show, being with your friend was much more important. I totally understand having health problems in the family. My grandmom went into the hospital today pretty much for no reason and it was a bunch of shit really. I have a feeling my mom and my aunt are going to the hospital tomorrow to raise hell and take her home.

Again, no worries about taking too much. I talk a shit load as well. Have a good holiday.
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wow. i am a cleaning machine apparently. two hours spent cleaning my shower among the five today spent doing my weekly cleaning. it's kinda depressing.

tonight we have some celebratory coffee for my dear radio jockey friends that's leaving me - with his girlfriend, who was one of my best friends before and i wouldn't know him without her - in less than a month....
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penn519:
That's cool. I used to live over on Monroe across from Lupies. Yeah I'm pretty happy I'm stumbling distance from the Penguin. You ever been to the Milestone? My roommates are playing a show there tomorrow night. They're called IED, pretty much hardcore punk and ska mixed together.

Virginia isn't too far away. My sister used to live up by DC, plus the train is always better than Greyhound.

How long ago did you and your ex break up?
penn519:
What was the name of your borther's old band?

That's cool about having a friend in town. The show's only $5 if you guys decide to stop by.

Yeah I've taken a Greyhound to Baltimore a few times and the train is a hundred times better. It takes a long time but it's not too bad.

Sorry to hear about you and the ex. Those things happen though. A year is a long time, my girl and I have been together over 2 years now. We've had some rough times but we've always mangaged to get through it.

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i have few friends left here in charlotte. one of my best friends is moving to virginia next month. fuck.
maybe i'll find some people at school, or maybe i'll move to wilmington over the summer.

i'm pretty excited about being able to vote for a president for the first time in '08.

also, i found the best picture ever taken. the pure terror on...
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penn519:
So I have a feeling winter just hit and the 70 degree days are over.

I'm in the Plaza-Midwood area of Charlotte over by the Penguin and the Common Market. What about you?
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it's much too pretty of a day for it to be the middle of december. it's seventy-five degrees outside and gloriously sunny. i wanna ride my bike to a park and sit around and read and enjoy the weather, but...

i've got things to do. which i'm actually doing, thanks to my legally prescribed amphetamines. having ADD has always been terrible, even before i knew...
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penn519:
Hey this 70 degree weather has definitely been nice as hell the past week.

I totally agree with everything you pointed out. You just gotta live life one day at a time and take all the shit that's thrown at you and make the best of it.

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i went to wilmington, and was a good little girl.

i mean, i flirted my brains out but didn't actually do anything in that sense.

tripped shrooms though. that was intense. it was actually just a pill with powdered psilocin in it. i tripped HARD for eight hours. i had a sassy conversation with an air duct and a spot on my sister's wall, had...
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i fail. i can never seem to get what i'm supposed to get done done.

what can i say, i'm a sucker for puppies. and tea. put the two together and i'll drop whatever i'm doing.

i mean, could you say no to this face?


i really want to steal my friend's dog. but that would be wrong, right?
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wow. i lost an entry somehow. that sucks.


i was probably just bitching about Ex. he's pissing me off. but i'm going to do my best to move on and not dwell o anger.

i've got so much to do tomorrow. i should go to bed.


but i think to much. i'm going to wilmington this weekend. and not-aware-what-happened-between-us-was-a-one-time-thing girl is gonna be there. i'm...
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you've gotta believe me. i love my cat more than my own life. he's the shade of my heart, my pride and joy. my furry child.

but the feeling of him rubbing up on my legs right after i get out of the shower is the most terrible feeling in the world. ::shudders::
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so, i've come to the conclusion i'm not only a jinx...
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"525,600 minutes.

measure you life in love." good advice.

you never know what will happen. my favorite musical of all time, RENT, is a magnificent story - in more ways that one. it's a story about love, disease, death, and friendship through and through [just go watch it. it's a movie now too, so go pick it up from blockbuster and discover how brilliant it...
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