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i'm not sure anymore.

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Thursday May 08, 2008

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watching people get eaten by zombies is exactly what i need to make my life look a little less terrible.

romero to the rescue.



so, zombies and cherry ice cream and i'll nurse my wounds in time. after the movie, i'll most likely take a trip down Memory Lane which will lead to Brutal Nostalgia Highway and hate my life compared to what is was and could have been. then, i'll fall asleep daydreaming about a boy i won't ever have and feel even worse about things.

but i'll wake up tomorrow, finish up the shit storm that i called my first semester in college, and go see Radiohead. i'm hoping to not be sober so i can laugh and have fun and realize that, while things really do suck right now, i'm being pretty emo and should just laugh and deal with it and stop gazing longingly at the bottle full of addy.


i used to be able to picture what i thought my future was gonna be like, and now i can't even picture past tomorrow. i'm not sure if that's bad. maybe it's a good thing.


maybe i just need to watch my zombie flick and get this pity party started. the sooner i start it, the sooner it'll be over. right?
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
gigondas:
Could have been? Darlin', you're nineteen.

And Radiohead! In Charlotte!
May 9, 2008
zombie_nirbhao:
RADIOHEAD?! I am jealous. take me with you.

it's okay to be sad, but it's not fun to stay there too long.

FINALLY I don't even think people should tell children, "because." childhood is the most curious time of life, and also the time when an individual is developing logic skills. if a person tells a child that "because" is enough, the child will believe that to be an effective argument in future interactions.
May 9, 2008

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