maggiezee

so, i may have less money then at the start of the weekend [when does anyone not?] but i have one more brother.

okay, biologically, i have an older brother and a twin sister. but really, i have two brothers. my real brother's best friend from high school lived with my family for about a year or so, then he was my brother's roommate in college and after. so really it just turned into my brothers instead of my brother and his best friend. it's easier to say and more true to it's meaning.

then, about a year ago, my brothers had a big falling out and broke up their band and my new brother moved to atlanta. after a while, they made up and we went to visit my new brother. bad things always happen when my brothers are in atlanta. there was an incident with a cabbie who attempted to mug them that time. things got better. new brother said he wanted to move back to charlotte. so we went to atlanta to bring him home this weekend. and nothing bad happened.

i mean, not to sound dramatic or anything, but i feel more whole than i did a couple days ago. there were at least five years where he was a solid fixture in my life, and it was strange when he all the sudden disappeared. now he's back and i feel things can go back to normal after so long. i don't like that i had gotten used to the feeling of him not being here.

i'm so glad he's back.