heyzeus kreestoes.
i'm so terribly ridiculously tired of these terrifying nightmares. i had one where i was pulling my own teeth. ouch and what the fuck? some dream interpreteur told me i was doing something to take away my own power and i was having body issues. OOH, thank you. like i needed to be told i have body issues. bitch. but it does all make sense.
and tonight, i had a dream some guy trying to kill me cut off one on my legs and half of my foot on the other leg. then my mom axed the fucker down. my mom went into shock and my sister was too high to do anything but laugh and 'whoa.." at y missing limbs. and when the ambulance came, my mom's heart exploded. my boyfriend wouldn't come to the hospital because we're taking a break to be friends so i called trouble. he came all the way to baltimore. why baltimore? i have no fucking clue. anyway, trouble in real life lost his dad a while back and he came because he understood i needed someone. i woke up sobbing and terrified someone was in my room ready to hack my legs off. apparently, this one meant my life is off balance and and i have unresolved issues with my mother. i'm not grounded or stable. and i hate her because she makes sense, but it's all simple vague-ities that somehow connect to your life. or really connect to your life. help!
jesus christ, i'm not scared to die
but i'm a little bit scared of what comes after.
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i'm so terribly ridiculously tired of these terrifying nightmares. i had one where i was pulling my own teeth. ouch and what the fuck? some dream interpreteur told me i was doing something to take away my own power and i was having body issues. OOH, thank you. like i needed to be told i have body issues. bitch. but it does all make sense.
and tonight, i had a dream some guy trying to kill me cut off one on my legs and half of my foot on the other leg. then my mom axed the fucker down. my mom went into shock and my sister was too high to do anything but laugh and 'whoa.." at y missing limbs. and when the ambulance came, my mom's heart exploded. my boyfriend wouldn't come to the hospital because we're taking a break to be friends so i called trouble. he came all the way to baltimore. why baltimore? i have no fucking clue. anyway, trouble in real life lost his dad a while back and he came because he understood i needed someone. i woke up sobbing and terrified someone was in my room ready to hack my legs off. apparently, this one meant my life is off balance and and i have unresolved issues with my mother. i'm not grounded or stable. and i hate her because she makes sense, but it's all simple vague-ities that somehow connect to your life. or really connect to your life. help!
jesus christ, i'm not scared to die
but i'm a little bit scared of what comes after.
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