maggiezee

i feel like a ghost in these parts
these parts and pieces you left me in
unable to tell which are mine
and which are just your throw aways.

so tell me again
how you loved me so
but couldn't stand the pain
of the sight of me so sickly.

couldn't stand to see me fall
but let me hit the ground
ruined and ravaged
diseased and dying.

yes, crawl back to me now
now that i'm hopeful again
apologize and tell me you hurt so bad
you're victimizing yourself, again.

simpering son of a bitch
don't tell me about pain
come back when you're a skeleton
taking twentythree pills a day.


[[inspired by angels in america. one of the most powerful movies i'v ever seen. if you haven't seen it, go do that now.]]