It has just dawned on me but this site where I spent years, talking and getting to know people is gone. I literally spent months talking to a great group of people, at the time just forging serious friendships and always saying how these friendships were better than ones in my real life. It turned out to be the opposite. Most of the people I spent all that time with stopped caring, I could send them a message on here or somewhere else and get nothing back or the shortest reply(which makes me feel like I am annoying them.) People that would lift you up when you were down just straight up walked away. For the very few that still talk to me this day and really deep down care, you are always real and that means alot to me. I also did my fair share of fucking up friendships, to whomever reads this and you know who you are(this isnt about you.) To be honest I only regret 2 people that I did that to. The shit I felt when a few of you just ignored me, or fucked up my time on this site, you are biggest pile of shit. I know that your lives are equally fucked up as mine, so that puts a smile on my face. Don't you ever just want to silence the world.
This goes out to that special person, yes I would still run you over with an ice cream truck.