magdalyne

Ah, what to write when you've spent the day just trying to earn a buck to keep your electricity turned on and pop tarts in the cupboard?

Hmmm.....well, I could mention that the girl I was falling so hard for ( see May 29th entry to catch up, but only if you ignore my whining ), the girl who borrowed money from me to see a sick relative in Tampa, actually went there to.....drumroll please....reunite with her husband, who was coming back from Iraq.

You know, I'm more laughing at how stupid I was than crying....guess what, sisters, its not only guys that will fuck you over if you're stupid, girls will do it too!!! I know the key here is not to be stupid, so I blame myself, but what do the guys call it...."thinking with the wrong head"??? Well, I thought with my heart, not my head, because the head was sending alarms off that I was ignoring.....kinda like hitting the snooze button I guess.

And you know, I'm ok. Hurts a little....ok, hurts a lot....because I was really, really falling hard for this girl. But you know, whether you believe what the Bible says about reaping what you sow or prefer the Karma interpretation of what goes around comes around.....well baby, all I am out of is some cash and a little heartache....and I've been broke and brokenhearted before and I lived through it. I'll live through it again.

But hear that noise? Your Karma train is coming, baby...... I'm a true believer that people who go through life lying, cheating, stealing, deceiving, being users....sooner or later Nature balances the books. I won't be there, I won't care, sooner or later I will get this relationship thing done right. But not with your sorry, lying, cheating ass......