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Friday Apr 11, 2008

Apr 11, 2008
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I'm Kind of agrivated with guys. I dont understand why the only thing they think of is sex.
Or the fact that, When you finally fall for them, they get scared, and start pushing you away. Or they try to find everything that isent so great about you, and decide to try and change it.

Why cant someone just realize, That life isent about sex. Its more then that. I'm all about the feelings. And not the physical attraction. Sex isent everything. You CAN make someone else happy without it.

i started liking this one boy, and all he did was lead me on, when he fianlly agreed he would give us a try, he pushed me away. Ever since then, I guess you can say ive given up on everything, and i'm starting to live for myself. relationships just seem so pointless, because i know in the end I'm just going to get hurt, over and over again, I know many people say that when you find the right one you'll never get hurt from them. Its a lie. You always hurt in the end. Life is like that. Life is made to make you hurt. They will die, and when they do, Its going to hurt so much more then just breaking up, Because you'll know you can never see them again. Never get to hold them, or wake up to them looking at you in the morning, or hear them say they love you just that one last time.

I really hate being like this, I hate being an over thinker. For the past few weeks, Ive basically been avoiding the world, I dont want to end up meating someone i'll like. I Dont feel like hurting them, I dont want to be hurt. Its taken me a very long time to get over what had happend to me, I hate how he says i never loved him. This whole turn of events, is just weird for me. I'm going to college, I'm moving away from a town I hate. This place had never made me happy. The people i know are awesome. I mean even thou alot of them dont even speek to me anymore. I still care. I'm one of those people who do care.

What i'm trying to get to. Is that i'm a hopeless romantic.

But i never want to, Ever Fall in love.
the_boss:
I admit it as a guy I think about sex all the time but there's the list of things a guys gotta make to hold above that thought. If they can't get their shit right then they suck ass. Sex isn't what lifes about.
Apr 11, 2008
musical_poet:
I know that life isn't all about sex. In fact since I was 13. I've always looked at sex as something special between a couple who love, care and respect each other, but I guess that's not always the case nowadays. When I like someone and get to know them I want to know about them and not wanna sleep with that person right away. Relationships are just more than sex. I'm all about the feelings in a relationship too
Apr 12, 2008

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