maeda

hi there.
i am back!!!
i have internet!!!
now i just have to get my own computer and not use my roomates!!!!

okay.... talk to yall soon!

it is official
i will be back in the land of the internet connected as of the middle of the month.
weeeeee
i will be an addict again!!!

where did the mitten go???

i got drunk last night and had a major meltdown. I don't like doing such things but sometimes i just can't prevent them. It is like i need to clean out little bits of my closet before it can feel spiffy and neat again.

I am wondering what you all do when you come undone. Scream, cry, get in fights? Does it make you feel...
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i am back in portland today
trying to figure out what to do today.

maybe some walking of the dog in the park.

a moment of silence for the taki tooo and the woman i tried to help. i think this will change my life forever

It is just one of those kinda days.....

I went hiking today in Ecola State Park. I took an amazing trail that let to these cliffs overlooking a lighthouse on an island. It was just amazing up there. I also sat on the beach for an hour and watched all the surfers go by. I think I have found the most private and cool beach in the world. Today is bliss, absolute bliss.

Goodness it is a great day at the beach. Too windy for the fisherman so I got most of the day off.

It is all about the grocery shopping for me today, and then tomorrow I am gonna go hiking up in the forest. I live a lovely life, I really do.

So what is it that you guys like about your lives???

I just love being back in portland. I have soooo many things to do. Of course I do at the coast too, but no one to do it with really. I haven't met anyone besides my co-workers that are remotely compatible to me.

oh well
i am gonna get out and enjoy that sun now.