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i have all these feelings and emotions and i want to put them down here and get opinions from yall but i derno...when i try to do it i just can't get it out.
i am feeling soooo jealous and on the edge lately. Is it the winter blahs...iderno. I just don't know how to curb jealousy, and i don't know why i am so scared of loosing people or not being AS important to them as they are to me. Don't get me wrong i don't act all this shit out, but it is in my head and hurts me and in the end i just kinda loose the friendship outta my fright of loving and loosing. I have my safe little place and i just curl up and let the rest of the world go by. I wan't more than anything to have good friendships with people, but it seems that for me it is harder as an adult than a kid.
okay so how you yall deal with such things???
or do you???
i have all these feelings and emotions and i want to put them down here and get opinions from yall but i derno...when i try to do it i just can't get it out.
i am feeling soooo jealous and on the edge lately. Is it the winter blahs...iderno. I just don't know how to curb jealousy, and i don't know why i am so scared of loosing people or not being AS important to them as they are to me. Don't get me wrong i don't act all this shit out, but it is in my head and hurts me and in the end i just kinda loose the friendship outta my fright of loving and loosing. I have my safe little place and i just curl up and let the rest of the world go by. I wan't more than anything to have good friendships with people, but it seems that for me it is harder as an adult than a kid.
okay so how you yall deal with such things???
or do you???
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