maeda

i got drunk last night and had a major meltdown. I don't like doing such things but sometimes i just can't prevent them. It is like i need to clean out little bits of my closet before it can feel spiffy and neat again.

I am wondering what you all do when you come undone. Scream, cry, get in fights? Does it make you feel ashamed or mad the next day, or just releived that you got it all out.

For me it is alot of crying and screaming, but the next day i am torn up too cuz i am embarrassed and relieved at the same time.....