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Im feeling a bit better since the other day but not great. Thanks for all the messages its been nice. Though I think I should have made it clear that Im not drunk all day everyday its more of a case of binge drinking and the fact once Ive had one or two I think Fuck it lets get drunk rather and alcohol dependency. I only open up to people when Im drunk. and with things that are going on with my family when I get phone calls from my sister at 2am I want to be sober rather than drunk.

Ive been going to the gym a lot last week and this week and not had a drink I know it hasnt been many days but I have been put in situation where I could have so thats nice to know Im not that much of a wreak. Because Ive been going to the gym I feel much healthier and I though getting back into it was going to be hard but Im fitter than I thought I was.

I really miss my Fianc and my cats at the moment there nothing better than cuddling up in bed or on the sofa watching a film with my cats trying to get all cosy between us. Its like a little family. Nothings happened about a job for him. But he has lost weight so thats cheered him up i think its 6lbs in 8 days, hes not doing much differently just watching what he eats closer.

Theres no news on my Nanna. Isnt the saying that no news it good news? So Im sticking with that.

Off to the gym now. Then University. Then Essay writing. I like two out of the three guess which one?

So how is everyone else? Anyone got any good news for me?