blah blah... today is a fat day.... urgh....godamit.
i wish i could just open up my brain and empty my mind onto a table... sort through the rubble and pick up the pieces.
ok that sounds lounds like a good lyric to me... lol im gonna right that down.
i wish i could just be saved or something... or even better save myself... but can i do that or allow that when half of the time i dont care what happens to me?
oh man.... this is crazy... some days.. i actually feel like maybe just maybe... i am losing my mind.
all these illnesses and disorders....self diagnosis really isnt adequate... but what can i do? there aint no way im goin to no doc. and for what? its all a bit raggedy mess. itl take years to pull it apart and examine my insides....
maybe ill just got to my room and rot. like every single night.... and every day that i breathe......
as mozza says
when will this tired heart stop beating.
i wish i could just open up my brain and empty my mind onto a table... sort through the rubble and pick up the pieces.
ok that sounds lounds like a good lyric to me... lol im gonna right that down.
i wish i could just be saved or something... or even better save myself... but can i do that or allow that when half of the time i dont care what happens to me?
oh man.... this is crazy... some days.. i actually feel like maybe just maybe... i am losing my mind.
all these illnesses and disorders....self diagnosis really isnt adequate... but what can i do? there aint no way im goin to no doc. and for what? its all a bit raggedy mess. itl take years to pull it apart and examine my insides....
maybe ill just got to my room and rot. like every single night.... and every day that i breathe......
as mozza says
when will this tired heart stop beating.
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now why would you want to tell me things to put me off you? i can see that curb getting closer and closer
I wish there was some way i could help you sweetheart, you know where i am if you need me.
Now wheres that curb
so much more to experiance here
if you spill your brains on the table make sure you put it all back otherwise you will go crazy