unfortunately the scale does not lie - and soon i won't be able to button my jeans which would be a bit problematic in the needing to go in public category
haha i like the way you think! but of course you realize that it would be a huge conspiracy to not only include all the scales, but also involve my entire wardrobe making itself a size smaller.
i'll be 21 in less then 18 hours! hell yea! man i am gonna get sooooo drunk! man i can't wait to hang out with my friends. they're comin over and im makin bbq chicken! oh yea!!!
i am so fucking depressed! i wish i could just forget about how i feel about her damnit! every time i hear about her and her b/f i just get angry or sad!
i think i'm in love..... it sux! i am crazy bout my friend breezy. it strange cause every time i'm around her i am happy. and it sux cause she's with her room mate.... why can't i just get over her and find someone!!!! why why why!?!?!?!
i am really depressed at the moment.... . i have all these crazy feelings going on right now. i am crazy about my friend breezy and it's pointless. she has a b.f now and she would never date me anyway.
then my birthday is coming up. another year spent alone. god damnit! i hate being sad!
Yup, its weird. And hard, for me too, at times- at least in early summer, when youre still not quite accustomed to it- it makes me restless, and I end up staying up half the night, going for nightly walks and the kind. What sucks about *that*, though, is the fact that the sun still rises sometime around 3.30 am (during midsummer, that is- in late July such as now I reckon it rises sometime between 4 and 5) and the "dark" hours in between are preciously few. I really should get decent curtains.
...and happy belated birthday.