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Tuesday May 13, 2003

May 13, 2003
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holy hot damn I'm screwed..

so I bounce back and forth with those folks from what I'll refer to as 'the company' for almost a month. I take tests, send email, and talk to people on the phone. everything gets all set and I'm supposed to go to Salt Lake to start my two week training and no one calls. I wait. no one calls. after a couple days (and after it's to late, really) I drop another email, CCed to everyone, saying that I've not heard from anyone and I was wondering what's going on. I get an email from the district guy saying he's sorry and he'll call me for sure in the next two days (which he doesn't) and a call from my friend saying that he's sorry and the district guy 'dropped the ball' and I was supposed to be there, and everything was all set up, and now I'll have to wait until the next training thing .. in june.
so I have almost nop cash, my room mates are asking me everyday when I'm going to have a job, and I'm three weeks out until the next training session. I have no car, I've been eating hotdogs and ramen to save cash, I need another $400 by the end of this month, and now I have to wait until june before I can start working.
oh .. and it turns out that there isn't in fact any work to do for 'the company' down here in San Diego .. I'll probably have to go live in Salt Lake for a month or two .. and if not there, then Sacramento.
I suppose I could just go get a job at target. that would hold me off for a while until I could solid up something else. then again, that's what I said the last time I got a job like that and I got stuck in it for 4 months .. four months at target? I think I'm going to go drown myself in the toilet.

I started buying lottory tickets again in desperation.

maybe I'll feel better after I finish this coffee and send out 500 more copies of my resume to companies that don't really want me.

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