madison

did I miss every thing or what??!!!

im probably way too bitter right now (AND DRUNK) to say anything worth while

ah....neglection

like the ticking hands on the clock you were too distracted to notice
that the time passed could have been spent differently

like the money that went to bills that you could have skimmed on to do something
other than the repetitive resposible reasons.

I am jealous of all the girls

HONEST

what happens when corporate life consumes you....
when the right you used to know and love,


is pushed aside like the fried chicken with Trans Fat that a dieter is not supposed to eat???

calls to you it does.......

do you and can you jump....?????

if MY answer is not to jump....

am i still a suicide girl????

my tats and crazy self is still there....hidden for the most

neglection for the real world......

is the fact that I swallow hard in the real world
makes me a pussy in the "im am who I am and if you don't like it fuck you" world?????

so all you SG's

am I lost???!!!!