So valentines day was a bust. A not so good friend of mine O.D.ed and calls me to come bust him out of detox. I left him there, he needs it. Then I go and get drunk, I was so nauseous I didn't even enjoy drinking. Blah... blah.. blah. I'm going to take acid this weekend, that should break the cycle of my boring exsistance....
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So... I don't know. I am re-naming saturday "hangover day"
I'm getting a haircut next week, very short. I need a physical change to deal w/ the changes in my life. I'm also designing my next tattoo, which I hope to have on my person before to long. I'm also buying bigger gauges 5/8+. The past few days have been
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Some new poetry or...
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I'm getting a haircut next week, very short. I need a physical change to deal w/ the changes in my life. I'm also designing my next tattoo, which I hope to have on my person before to long. I'm also buying bigger gauges 5/8+. The past few days have been
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Some new poetry or...
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beaar:
I thought everday was hangover day? hmm maybe that just applies to me 
thearcanecircle:
Happy v-day. Or at least content v-day. Or maybe even happy v-day that feels like any other day.
She wants revenge... yes she does...
beaar:
It is an interesting name for a band. But I like their music.
yuriel:
like that band do we?
its a cool name
i coudlnt give the music a listen until like yesterday and ive yet to have the chance
i will soon though
its a cool name
i coudlnt give the music a listen until like yesterday and ive yet to have the chance
i will soon though
I am literally vomiting. Frank is in jail and I just found out he was fucking a 15 year old. I want to die. I thought I could get over this but it hurts so bad. My chest feels like someoone is sitting on it. I'm too sad to cry. I knew this would all come crashing down on me.
captblacktoe:
hey there if you want drop me a line. i understand the bullshit
Soooo... whats up? I'm hungover. I bought a gallon of cheap vodka last night. "dubra" 
I don't remember driving home. I swear that was the first time I ever drove drunk. Not that it makes it better but I was only 2 blocks from my house. Now that I think of it I should have walked home. Well, It was a wild night. No nekkidness...
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I don't remember driving home. I swear that was the first time I ever drove drunk. Not that it makes it better but I was only 2 blocks from my house. Now that I think of it I should have walked home. Well, It was a wild night. No nekkidness... Read More
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thearcanecircle:
i'l be sad if you crash driving home like that. if you have to call me and i'll call someone for you lol. you should try cheap whiskey. its much better then cheap vodka.
beaar:
Unfortunately my friend refer to me as a professional drunk driver. the other day when i had 2 buckets of rum and a mai tai i had to drive back and the one sober girl (she is afraid of driving a car due to a bad accident) complimented me on my driving after drinking so much.
I have been painting signs for the Valentines day market. And making flyers.. I better get paid. I'm doing this all w/ the promise of reimbursement. I can't spell, don't laugh. Ugh... Its sunny outside...
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beaar:
I was in sunny in Washington the other day. But it only lasted for a few hours, then back to the rain.
thearcanecircle:
spelling is overrated. okay well maybe its not, but i cant spell worth shit so i cant really say anything.
I feel asleep w/ those crest white strips on my teeth last night. Today my teeth feel like the air is ice. Should I call a dentist? Its not that bad, well my teeth are pretty white now. 
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thearcanecircle:
lol. Might try some of that sensodine toothpaste though. they prob need somthing to pretect em for a while.
Tofu and carrots for dinner "yum"
beaar:
gross i ahte tofu. although i love carrots, especially with ranch or dill sauce. mmm now i am hungry.
thearcanecircle:
well i'm having cerial and stevie ray vaughn for dinner. so ughhh.
Men suck sometimes, eh? My grandparents condo flooded today, that has nothing to do w/ my previous statement. So its friday night, There is nothing to do, I'm going to watch all the invader zim I can stand. Hopefully tommorrow will be more interesting.
beaar:
Well your friday was more exciting than mine. I fell asleep at 9 watching Garden State and woke up almost 12 hours later. The good thing about sleeping is time passes so much faster that way.
The good thing about sleeping is time passes so much faster that way.
beaar:
yeah it has, i have rewatched alot of my older movies. i am not sure if i am remembering or noticing for the first time, but i see alot more that i didn't. i really wish i had an example but i don't
Everything sux ass. But when doesn't it. I have two jobs so I'm making some $. Thats a positive aspect, right? I only work about 20hrs a week but I'm glad my diabetes is finally under control enough for me to have a normal life. Well, I'm off to entertain my morbid sense of humor. Peace bitches! 
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beaar:
i need a job and you got 2. no fair, weren't you ever taught to share?
beaar:
you can keep both those jobs, kids and old people both smell funny. hahaha
yeah they do
i wish you would be easier on your body
and like... try to salvage it all in the relationship.
money isnt all that -shrug-
heh i really like..... its a chore for me too dear and like.....
i sigh constantly often i have to force myself or dont even feel like it and sit staring detatched until i just close it all out haha
yeah that would rather suck but fear not
theres always sugarfree
or other treat variants