madi

I bought a lamp. Simple minds simple pleasures...

Bad day so far. I woke up w/ really bad chest pains and My husband got so pissed that I couldn't get out of bed he turned on all the lights and blasted the stereo, turned on all the sinks and put the down to 50. Now that seems so immature. I would have made an effort to get out of bed and give him...
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I have nothing interesting to say. I want salt. anything salty. Damn diet. Well, I have a slight afterglow but nothing worthy of being called a hangover. Drugs suck after the fact...
I think my glucose meter is broken cause it said my sugar was "79" I usally start sweating and shaking at about "80" and I feel fine right now. I hate this disease....
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I'm high. Not going to say on what cause the goverment taps everything. I sound like a fuckin' nut but It's more interesting than usual. can't spell I know... Drugs are bad but at least the diabetes is under control.. .blah.. blah... blah...

Sonnet to Satan

In darkroom of your eye the moonly mind
somersaults to counterfeit eclipse;
bright angels black out over logic's land
under shutter of their handicaps.

Commanding that corkscrew comet jet forth ink
to pitch the white world down in swiveling flood,
you overcast all order's noonday rank
and turn god's radiant photograph to shade.

Steepling snake in that contrary light
invades the dilate...
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Amnesiac

No use, no use, now, begging Recognize!
There is nothing to do with such a beautiful
blank but smooth it.
Name, house, car keys,
The little toy wife --
Erased, sigh, sigh.
Four babies and a cooker!
Nurses the size of worms and a minute doctor
Tuck him in.
Old happenings
Peel from his skin.
Down the drain with all of it!
Hugging his...
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Among the Narcissi

Spry, wry, and gray as these March sticks,
Percy bows, in his blue peajacket, among the narcissi.
He is recuperating from something on the lung.

The narcissi, too, are bowing to some big thing :
It rattles their stars on the green hill where Percy
Nurses the hardship of his stitches, and walks and walks.

There is a dignity to this; there...
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I swear I am Plath reincarnated. I am in a slump, I have no inspiration...

The Shrike

When night comes black
Such royal dreams beckon this man
As lift him apart
From his earth-wife's side
To wing, sleep-feathered,
The singular air,
While she, envious bride,
Cannot follow after, but lies
With her blank brown eyes starved wide,
Twisting curses in the tangled sheet
With taloned...
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I was thinking I was pregnant for a few days, I didn't say anything cause I didn't know what kind of reaction I'd get. Well I'm not and thats a very good thing cause I'm not ready.
I think my birth control pills were fucking w/ me.
We rented some "adult movies" the other day and yesterday one came up missing. So I went thru...
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