Tuesday May 17, 2005

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Everything has been going pretty smoothly for the past few days. My Friends boyfriend died in a car wreck. That made me and Frank realize we may not have tommorrow. We are setting up marrige counseling. Our anniversary is May 29th.
Hopefully we can have some quality time together. Thanks for all the support. xoxoxo....
yuriel:
smile
I am so glad to hear this.
I hope the counseling goes well.
In the meantime
frank have you seen her.
youre a lucky guy.
now do her brainless. wink <3
(because yuri sure as hell aint gonna be tongue)
oh yeah and lay off the drugs a bit hon
wink
well
cept the caffiene
nicotiene if its from pills or gum
oh and weed.
it doesnt matter yer either stupid or too smart to feel the effects
or you burn out in which case ya dont care tongue
im just rambling
i suppose what i mean is that life really is short
and i worry boutya kiddo smile
and yeah. death. too much of that nasty stuff around lately.
EL SUICIDO LOCO
yuriel:
anytime ok smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Friday May 13, 2005

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I stretched my ears to 5/8 and I'm downloading "Seymore Butts" -The guide to female ejaculation-
I'm depressed as shit. I don't feel like I belong... anywhere...
I'm sure I'll get over it. Someone gave me an E pill. I think I should give it back. I don't need to be fucking w/ my emotions right now. skull
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rubyred:
go to a doc babe. ive had depression its easilly fixed but you cant do it without medication. you take a short course and presto, believe it or not, your back thinking straight. have you ditched your guy yet??
terrie:
The up would probably make you feel better, but it would just be temporary. The down would be really bad. Trust me. I made that mistake only once.

Wednesday May 11, 2005

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I'm dealing w/ it. In my own way. I talked to the girls boyfriend. I feel like I'm in a deep hole that is filling up w/ water and there is no way to escape. I lost 8 pounds, I guess thats a plus. I hope its not from stress or drug use. I'm going to watch SNL. surreal
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hotcurry:
I'm just worried about your health id he is fooling around behind your back. That is a scarry scarry thing.
thearcanecircle:
holy crap..i skip one entry and things go to hell..well as always...i'm here when ever you need to talk...man that sucks, and i know just how you feel. Appart from your husband and not your wife, i had the exact same thing happen with me...

Sunday May 08, 2005

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I have been detoxing from a bunch of drugs for the past 4 days. I thought moving would seperate me from some problems. Well now my dealer is 3 apartments down. I had a bad trip and I got stuck in it. Things are just starting to clear up. I'll be fine in a few more days. Strep is almost gone. smile
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thearcanecircle:
good to see the strep is going away.

[Edited on May 09, 2005 4:59PM]
_ant_:
QUIT THE DRUGS MORE SEX!!!!!

Sunday May 08, 2005

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I have been detoxing from a bunch of drugs for the past 4 days. I thought moving would seperate me from some problems. Well now my dealer is 3 apartments down. I had a bad trip and I got stuck in it. Things are just starting to clear up. I'll be fine in a few more days. Strep is almost gone. smile
jcup:
Detox is a fucker. Mine was OC's. I moved partially to get away from that scene. Plus it's super hard to find those here. If I had a dealer in the apartment, things wouldnt go to well. I hope you do well. Take care and stay up. kiss

Monday May 02, 2005

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I have strep throte. I had a huge flashback while waiting in the doctors office. I wanted to run I can't explain right now. I have lots to do.... xoxoxoxo.... eeek
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thearcanecircle:
i had that a while back..i got a shot in the ass...and no, it was not fun wink
slamcage:
Did you go to the gyno instead of your general doctor? And for a throat check up? That sounds fishy. love

Friday Apr 29, 2005

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Well, I got the computer. Its on the floor. I couldn't find a computer desk I liked. I'm really sick today. I think I wore myself out moving. Hopefully something good will happen soon. xoxo...
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_ant_:
YAHHHHHHHH SHES BACKKKKKKK!!!!!
welcome2thedawn:
me too....hope you feel better soon smile

Tuesday Apr 26, 2005

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I'm rolling. I never do this. I feel good as hell. I'll be getting my computer real soon. xoxoxo love you all a real lot right now. lol.... smile
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thearcanecircle:
of course you do smile kiss
_ant_:
Madi where are you? Hit me up.


Ant

Thursday Apr 21, 2005

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I moved out. Things are awesome except ass hole ex-roomies. Love ya all. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo......Oh yeah and
I'm getting a computer on the 1st of May.
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atmosphericchaos:
glad to hear you got out of there...good luck with the new place!
_ant_:
Hey you. Im still around. Let me know the stats. Ill be up soon.


Ant
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