The shit has hit the fan. I guess I realize now that leaving frank may not be the end of my life. I feel impowered. 
But so confused.
hellsforheroes:
I am leaving on a month long road trip...mostly by myself...trust me being confused is common these days....
chastety:
Leaving someone is never easy but it is definatly not the end of the world. Just shows you what to do to better yourself in the future. Hugs