madi

I'm taking a break from packing... I'm starting to move in two days... I guess I can use someone elses computer... This one isn't mine. I may buy one if I get this job I'm waiting for. I didn't drink last night and I had cold sweats and shakes. That really made me think. I thought I was drinking to have fun but I was drinking cause I needed to. well, still need to we'll see when everyone starts partying tonight. I feel a bit more at ease w/ my self. Hopefully the moving will give me sone sense of accomplishment and make me so damn tired I have no energy to drink..lol... I forgot that I smoked the past two days... that sounds weird... Well I think my plaster is all dry, time to sand. ( I punch walls when I'm mad, then I end up fixing them all cause the men I live w/ don't know how to fix anything) Good thing my dad was "jack of all trades"

I need some outside advice: This is my couch, what kind of pillows should I get for it?