madi

I have to brutally honest... I slipped back into my old lifestyle. I don't like to give detail. I know I can overcome this. I went to a chat room looking for help and they ganged up one me and kicked me out. I don't understand this. I would do anything to help someone in need. I know I'm a pity whore. I don't get any sympathy at home. I don't want to be treated like a criple but I want people to understand I am sick. I need a little extra support sometimes. I want to say thank you to COOPS for mentioning me on the diabetic group.
That blew my mind, I always feel alone, shots, counting carbs, etc... No one I know had to do that. I fell like I'm always bitching... I guess I am. Okay I'm going to make myself something postive about myself...: I'm a good writer, a great artist, I'm smart and cute... sometimes...