madi

Bad day so far. I woke up w/ really bad chest pains and My husband got so pissed that I couldn't get out of bed he turned on all the lights and blasted the stereo, turned on all the sinks and put the down to 50. Now that seems so immature. I would have made an effort to get out of bed and give him a ride, untill he did that then I said "fuck him" I'll be a child to. I thought I was going into ketoacidosis again but my sugar was okay. I slept in till ten then I felt so much better. I cut down on ciggarettes and beer. I drink at most 4 beers a night and smoke 5 ciggarettes. I used to drink a 12 pack and sometimes open a second pack of ciggarettes by night time. I am retaining so much damn water. I'm swolllen. well enough of my bitch fest. I have chores to do. *yippie*