Saturday Jan 08, 2005 by Madi

For her... but not for me... I will never be the idol you desire,
I am me and you do not love me for it. I do not belong here... I don't deserve this life...This life of doubt and guilt... I don't deserve life...

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anaphalaxis:

Oi oi doll. I've been rather awol recently but just thought I'd drop by and stick my tongue out at you.

Jan 9, 2005

z_x_silas:

For the stains... but not without pain
I can't help but go insane...exit the fog just to enter her rain... moments without shame
what memories can I claim... I have nothing left but... the stains.

ZSH

Jan 9, 2005

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