I'm back to the normal routine. I forgot how boring laundry and dishes are. I'm going to go look for a job soon. I'm not looking forward to that. I stopped drinking for the most part. I've been having a glass of wine every night. Opposed to a 12 pack and a pint of vodka. I actually feel worse generally.
I love being numb. I have to get back on Zoloft. I'm going to the doctor so I can get the insulin pump. I can barely control my thoughts and emotions let alone my blood sugar. I'm putting in an effort to better myself. Before I didn't even care enough to take a tylenol if I had a headache. If I don't straighten out I won't live past 21.
I love being numb. I have to get back on Zoloft. I'm going to the doctor so I can get the insulin pump. I can barely control my thoughts and emotions let alone my blood sugar. I'm putting in an effort to better myself. Before I didn't even care enough to take a tylenol if I had a headache. If I don't straighten out I won't live past 21.
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z_x_silas:
yeah i might have to stop drinking too, because last friday... well i don't remember but there are pictures of me eating cigarets and i don't even smoke, sick huh? the worst part is that i had to catch a plane the next day and i 
all over a payphone. well those are kinda two completly different reasons oh well have a nice day 
all over a payphone. well those are kinda two completly different reasons oh well have a nice day 
thearcanecircle:
Thanks for the reply in my journal. I guess we do agree on certain things huh? Anyways..It makes me smile to know there someone out there who still has at least a couple feelings left.