madi

These days all blur together... Get up, throw up, lay on the couch all day hoping for a burst of energy to do some dishes or something...anything... This can't all be from depression. I worry alot that I have something really wrong with me that the doctors can't find. I was supposed to go out with a good friend the other night and I haven't been so excited about doing anything in so long, but I was so sick I couln't go. I am still upset about it. My life is passing me by. And I'm missing it.