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Thursday May 04, 2006

May 4, 2006
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So I guess I have been doing a good job of avoiding my problems. #1 My husband was sentenced to 3 years in military prison today, I don't know how to even think about this. I haven't cried in 8 months. Is that unhealthy? I'll miss him so much, and I would never want to see him locked up. It hurts me to think of anyone who really doesn't deserve it, being trapped in such a horrible place. He was found guilty of use and distribution of Meth, E, Coke, and Weed. It seems harsh. I don't want to snap because I'm holding in all these emotions. #2 My grandfather had a stoke in front of me then went into cardiac arrest. He has been in the hospital for about a week, all hooked up to pumps and tubes. I doubt he will ever come out of it. I never knew my grandparents untill recently. I wish I had spent more time w/ them as a kid. My Grandmother had a stoke about a year ago and she has been in "la la land" ever since. And I don't mean Los Angeles. #3 I have 3 guys that I hang out w/ and I like them all but I want relationships further than friendship w/ none of them. They all want more that friendship. In order to explain, I have to name them, I'll use the first letters of there names. Last night S and his little posse jumped K . Then K calls me crying, thinking that I sent S up to his house to beat him up. K also said S said " stay the fuck away from Madi" So from this K's friends decide they are all going to jump me. I said "fucking bring it on". As usual they never showed up. This is when E comes into the situation, E decides he is going to have both of them killed. But later in the day I find out that E is back on the narcotics. Again. Then from E I find out that K was cooking crack in his kitchen last night and may have actually started the fight ( over me) w/ S. *sigh* This is hard to explain, and it is all as confusing as it sounds. So now E is in rehab, S is looking at jail time for some other fight and this one, Annd K is all pissed at the world and smoking crack. WTF!!!!! I should also say that E was my first love, and the guy I lost my virginity to, but is a serious drug addict. K has been my best friend since I was 15, but also has some mental issues. Like fatal attraction stuff. And S is my bestfriends bestfriend. Who I have a great time w/ and would hate to lose. But he gets really drunk and violent and bad shit happens. I'm getting a migraine just typing this so I'm going to stop for now.
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kbpulp:
uuhhh? Shit!?! Careful about the guy with the crack...that could potentially be very bad for you. Don't know what to say about the husband...sucks to get caught. And I hope your grandfather makes it out okay wink

hang in there
May 5, 2006
brucewayne:
Wow, the situation you are faced with is pretty shitty. Just remember as things spiral down once you start soming back up its all the little things thatwill make you feel better. I think it is more rewarding for people who feel true pain and anguish to recover and feel good than it is for people who are only faced with a little adversity and never seem to fully overcome. Does thatmake any sense? Wow what im saying is basically since shit is really fucked up you will appreciate it more when it starts to not be really fucked p. Good luck with your husband and your G-rents
May 8, 2006

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