So valentines day was a bust. A not so good friend of mine O.D.ed and calls me to come bust him out of detox. I left him there, he needs it. Then I go and get drunk, I was so nauseous I didn't even enjoy drinking. Blah... blah.. blah. I'm going to take acid this weekend, that should break the cycle of my boring exsistance.
I have to get a divorce soon or go bankrupt... Hmm.. choices...
I'm having a moment... Ever try to masturbate, just cause you realize its been months, but you are so not interested you can't even force yourself to try? Maybe I need a man, or woman.. eh.. doesn't matter to me.
I'll shut myself up now.
Oh yeah, and valentines day blows when your diabetic!
I have to get a divorce soon or go bankrupt... Hmm.. choices...
I'm having a moment... Ever try to masturbate, just cause you realize its been months, but you are so not interested you can't even force yourself to try? Maybe I need a man, or woman.. eh.. doesn't matter to me.
I'll shut myself up now.
Oh yeah, and valentines day blows when your diabetic!
yeah they do
i wish you would be easier on your body
and like... try to salvage it all in the relationship.
money isnt all that -shrug-
heh i really like..... its a chore for me too dear and like.....
i sigh constantly often i have to force myself or dont even feel like it and sit staring detatched until i just close it all out haha
yeah that would rather suck but fear not
theres always sugarfree
or other treat variants