I was supposed to go to some football game in Seattle today.
No one showed up to go w/ us. It was and is raining. I'd rather not freeze my ass off on a wet bleacher all day. So now I'm hear, at home. I got 2 new bras, I've had the same ones for 4 or 5 years now. It was time for some...
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No one showed up to go w/ us. It was and is raining. I'd rather not freeze my ass off on a wet bleacher all day. So now I'm hear, at home. I got 2 new bras, I've had the same ones for 4 or 5 years now. It was time for some...
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z_x_silas:
i'm waiting to see the Dawn of the dead on the 26th too, but i don't think i'll see the Stepford wives. 
welcome2thedawn:
that's a good pic... 
The new profile pic is the tattoo on my leg. I wish I had a nice picture of myself. I am so blah....
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comradjack:
wow you got so many tattoos and piercings.
i only have ONE. on my arm. and no piercings.
my problem is i change my mind too much. i guess your always your own worst critic.
anyways. thanks for the nice comments. can't wait to see more of your tattoos!
i only have ONE. on my arm. and no piercings.
my problem is i change my mind too much. i guess your always your own worst critic.
anyways. thanks for the nice comments. can't wait to see more of your tattoos!
anaphalaxis:
Ahhhh, well you can definately live without drugs. I used to pop, snort, smoke, chase and inject just about anything I could get my hands on, but those days are over. I stick to my first and only love most of hte time nowadays. After you've fucked yourself up in every way possible for long enough your brain kinda gets too used to it. I cant even look at a pill without wanting to vomit, although I hear your pills over there are bollocks compared to ours
Oh, and i just checked your pics. You aint Bleh, you's purdy, although sorry, not as purdy as your kitten!
Oh, and i just checked your pics. You aint Bleh, you's purdy, although sorry, not as purdy as your kitten!
Just to add to all the crap I lost my profile picture.
I'm almost four days clean.
I should be happy. I'm alittle happy
I'm almost four days clean.
I should be happy. I'm alittle happy
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minibeanie:
Well good luck.....its super hard....I wasnt strong enough 
ultimatelewser:
Mmmmm cherries!
I beleive my life as I know it is soon to end....
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inabsentia:
Mmm...fake fruit!!! Are you summoned to jury duty?
thearcanecircle:
Talk to me.
My life is just a big fucking pity party!
Don't take what I'm saying to seriously, I'm trying to remove myself from the drug scene. This is proving to be successful thus far, but horribly aggravating. I have no energy, motivation, creativity or happiness. The poem I promised is currently a no go. The drive to write was the chemical halo It will get better...
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Don't take what I'm saying to seriously, I'm trying to remove myself from the drug scene. This is proving to be successful thus far, but horribly aggravating. I have no energy, motivation, creativity or happiness. The poem I promised is currently a no go. The drive to write was the chemical halo It will get better...
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xatreyux:
rock out sista!
anaphalaxis:
Trust me babe, I aint celebrating now.... at work with hideous hangover not a good thing...
When I can think about alcohol without vomiting I'll tell you what a ginger tom is.
When I can think about alcohol without vomiting I'll tell you what a ginger tom is.
I'm working on a poem about addictions right now. I want to perfect it. This poem is one I made using mikes hard lemonade caps.
I see her drop her sour cranberry
Hold back this flowing wet wonder
But pluck her hard
Secret refreshing nectar
Rough world, it resembles
I see her drop her sour cranberry
Hold back this flowing wet wonder
But pluck her hard
Secret refreshing nectar
Rough world, it resembles
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anaphalaxis:
You know, apparently some people are addicted to excersise. What the fuck is that about!? Get a real addiction!
anaphalaxis:
Friends eh? Well why not
U like Cosmos. Ever had a Ginger Tom?
U like Cosmos. Ever had a Ginger Tom?
Where death lives long...
Children taught to loath
Grow to be callous, foaming at the mouth w/ rage.
Beating there spouses, abusing there young.
Under toxic sunsets they dine on the blood and flesh of innocent souls.
The less fortunate dumped in shallow tombs, left to taste the bitterness that is death.
Beneath the rusted razor wire
Sweat, come, blood & bile...
Pour from the...
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Children taught to loath
Grow to be callous, foaming at the mouth w/ rage.
Beating there spouses, abusing there young.
Under toxic sunsets they dine on the blood and flesh of innocent souls.
The less fortunate dumped in shallow tombs, left to taste the bitterness that is death.
Beneath the rusted razor wire
Sweat, come, blood & bile...
Pour from the...
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z_x_silas:
i love it your writing seems to have become a lot more dark, and i think you've become a better writer(artist), not that i'm an expert at this but i've read some of your stuff and you've read some of mine so we know where we're coming from i think. anyways good job and i'm glad you're writing more i know it helps with everything in life. 
SJ
SJ
thearcanecircle:
i'm thinking you should write a book of your work, because i'v liked just about all of it..anywho here is a link to the beach i went to, sorry it took so long, i just though i had already told you where.. http://www.portangeles.org/25.html And about the bowling alley pool stuff? i know of a few places around here you could get into, but i'm not sure about over there..Actually sydni and some other sgseattle kiddies(myself included) are going bowling on the 16th. I'm sure no-one would mind if you cam also. And for your other comments? I'll try not to get lost.
No i havnt watched iron chef in a long time.
And i thrive on insanity so i think we will be ok
[Edited on Oct 10, 2004 7:19AM]
No i havnt watched iron chef in a long time.
And i thrive on insanity so i think we will be ok
[Edited on Oct 10, 2004 7:19AM]
Years of torment, years of pain
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain
A heart full of hate
A self chosen fate
Cuts and scratches
Bruises and bashes
Don't compare to the smallest part
of your torn beaten and broken heart...
There is alot more to this poem but I can't keep my attention focused for more than a few moments....
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain
A heart full of hate
A self chosen fate
Cuts and scratches
Bruises and bashes
Don't compare to the smallest part
of your torn beaten and broken heart...
There is alot more to this poem but I can't keep my attention focused for more than a few moments....
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silverrevolver:
Me, I'm cook in a 3 star restaurant..... I have a live in girlfriend of 6 years, sweetness and we're poly-amourus, and have 4 kitties 
army_boy:
Dont worry hun, i have been out for almost 3 weeks now and havent done anything stupid. Yes i was Machine Gun Specialist but u dont have to worry about that. thanks for the message
I'm fucking sick. I've been constantly sick to my stomach for aprox. 45 days.
I'm pretty sure I have I.B.S. (irriatble bowl syndrom) Yeah it sounds gross. It is ruining my life. I don't know how to express any more than that.
I'm pretty sure I have I.B.S. (irriatble bowl syndrom) Yeah it sounds gross. It is ruining my life. I don't know how to express any more than that.
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hyenahell:
that happened to me earlier this year, what with the stabbing intestinal pain. i kinda fasted for a week, drank lots of milk of magnesia and changed my diet and it cleared up. i had a friend who went through the same thing and it ended up that her intestines had gotten twisted, and she had to have surgery. either way, i'd see a doc. if it's anything like the what i went through- constant pain/upset stomach, can't eat solid food, etc.- then it's not worth suffering any longer.
minibeanie:
I have a close friend who has that, but she just tries to go on with her life as normal....she take some kind of med that really helps alot....cant really think of the name right now, but you should give it a try...
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zahara:
No way, the "Can you hear me?" guy from the phone commercials is the most annoying character on TV.
army_boy:
no i didnt. i never knew you were on my double matches. my friend uses this comp also
metaleric:
Oh, he's hot.
sympathy4devil:
7 hours?
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minibeanie:
He is yummylicious.....Got that innocent look about him too.....makes him even more gorgeous.....
thearcanecircle:
yeah he is..i so want his body..uhh wait a second..nevermind, not like that u perv..i want his..ok yeah i'll stop there..anyways...
Yeah dont worry about it, it happens to us all from time to time..I usuaultly listen to music or write or go climbing or somthing...anything to distract me from the problems i have..latly though it has been better of obvious reasons...i still think we should hang out somedaym despite it possibly bringing up old probs..Maybe now a certain somebody has realized that i'm not trying to take you away from anyone, i just like having a cool friend..maybe when nikki comes to vist we(nikki, myself, and you and your significant other) could go out somewhere..although it may be to awkward for him..Ether way you should cheer up...
Yeah dont worry about it, it happens to us all from time to time..I usuaultly listen to music or write or go climbing or somthing...anything to distract me from the problems i have..latly though it has been better of obvious reasons...i still think we should hang out somedaym despite it possibly bringing up old probs..Maybe now a certain somebody has realized that i'm not trying to take you away from anyone, i just like having a cool friend..maybe when nikki comes to vist we(nikki, myself, and you and your significant other) could go out somewhere..although it may be to awkward for him..Ether way you should cheer up...