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I'm so awake right now. I just went to a MXPX concert at a college up in bremerton. It was cool, MXPX isn't a band I ever really listened to before but i just needed to get out. They put on a great show. I needed a bit of excitment.
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germ13:
Glad you had fun smile
thearcanecircle:
You came to brem and dint tell meh? heh...Glad you had fun though..when did they come here? I'm suprised i didnt notice.
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I feel so much better. I haven't said that in literally years.
Since I'm feeling like such a different person, I'm getting a hair cut and I'm dying it dark red or brunette. I don't want to be a blonde anymore. Only thing that sucks is I gained a bit of weight. Eh? Insulin will do that to you. Hopefully things will keep getting better....
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hellsforheroes:
I had a friend who got Crohn's disease...and had to take prednizone...god I hope that's how to spell it...and it is a steroid which happens to open every capillary in your body...ie you retain everything... because the disease takes away the bodies ability to absorb after digestion...in the intestines, and capillary absorption helps obviously...anyways...the kid would swell up like a damn balloon...more like a pumpkin...anyway...It sucked to be that kid...he lost weight too, almost died...lousy side effect.
zahara:
As long as you're healthy and happy, who cares about a few extra pounds?
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Once again I find myself in your dark rotten womb,
I cannot help but return here.The stench engulfs me
The dark wood and stale air feed the emptiness in my soul;
unsatisfied, it grows larger, overpowering me, eating me
and the smells of cooking fecal birth, do not dispel it.
How can you be so pale, when a fleeting glimpse,
caught out of the corner...
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germ13:
Intriguing
chastety:
lol i would love to chill with you again you guys would prolly pee your pants right now if you seen me. Call me whenever im bored as fuck love
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Thank for caring everyone... I'm feeling alot better.
I'm taking so much insulin!!! Like 20 shots a day...
Other than that nothing is going on...
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z_x_silas:
some times i feel the rats have a better deal than we do. EL SUICIDO LOCO frown
thearcanecircle:
thats good you feeling better.. kiss
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Thanks for all the nice comments. I just spent the past 25 hours in the ICU. I went into diabetic shock. The doc's said my blood was almost half acid. I'll do some more research and elaborate later. They pumped me full of tubes and fluides and took liters of blood... It sucked. I signed my self out cause I couldn't stand all the IV's...
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frankeng:
Hope Your BETTER <:send CHERRI_KUDA hugs:>
germ13:
eeek I hope you feel better soon honey kiss
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devastator:
it's alright, because it's a good picture!

ARRR!!!
nemisis:
I think your picture looks very nice, I think however you should have someone do a photo shoot,,(kinda screws up the shot with you holding a camera and all) hopefully you don't get your ass kicked for the pic but instead your desire for expression is better understood, sorry to hear about the hospital event,(why call it a hospital? it really is the exact oposite) any way hope you feel better, I seen halo mentioned in your comments, I beat that game in two days kinda short. well enjoy!
nemisis
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I haven't been able to get on in a few days. My room mates got that x box online thing. I swear they have been on it for days straight. Not much new, never is...
The poem in my last entry was inspired by this poem by slivia plath.


Little poppies, little hell flames,
Do you do no harm?

You flicker. I cannot touch you....
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chastety:
Do you ever get on yahoo?
zahara:
Every time I think of Sylvia Path, I think of the Daddy poem...
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My sweet poisons

I thought all was pure, in the red ravine,
Where I often wandered.
I believed the breeze was fresh,
Amongst the plants I called my friends.
Here; dark bittersweet ivy bloomed,
Rich berries hung, and yet, no bird sung.
Among the honey locust, no bee flew.
Upon the zephyr lily no butterfly sat.
My dynasty of poisons, my secret way of death,...
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nemisis:
poem seems kinda victorian/medival...I liked it
germ13:
You must remember me wink
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My virtue dries all ulcerous running sores,
And native softness to skin restores,
My power hard tumors cannot if I list,
Either by water or fire resist,
Scars by burning caused, clear the face,
Nor let pox the countenance disgrace,
I of the gout remove the very seed,
And all the rumors which that torment breed,
Thorns, splinters, nails I draw, who wondering stand,
How...
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wugglyump:
drug binge huh? anything good?
i went on one after i got broken up with. whatever
cherrybomb00:
does it look like your writing? vodka has been fucking with me lately. I was out at this dive bar last night having a good time, playing galaga and rocking to the juke box. Bar closes. Caught a cab home. Sat on the stoop, had a smoke and talked with my girl and all of a sudden WHAM. I was wasted. Then got hiccups. Hiccuped loudly till I passed out.
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anaphalaxis:
Hell, I know the feeling. Have a bitch, they are fun!
contrast:
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I have a problem in my girly parts. I haven't slept in a few days cause of the pain. The doctor gave me motrin.What the fuck is that supposed to do. I'm in agony. Fuckers. Maybe my uterus will just fall out and I won't have to deal w/ this shit all the time. Eh... enough bitching for today...
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welcome2thedawn:
oh my gosh...have they checked to find out what the problem is...cuz it can't be good..........
elektra_descends:
Yes, the pie was yummy! The other pics were shite! You could not see my face or my big ass, or I should say womanly figure. I am sorry you are not feeling well. I was just thinking about you today, wondering how you are. Strange, I do not kow you but I was thinkin' I should stop by and say Hi again soon. I think I will go start a topic in the group. No one really seems to go back there. But, I have received some bad news this past week so I will go and vent.
I will talk to you soon.
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I put a new picture in my art folder. It took me and hour to get it in there. I'm a dummy. Maybe my computer just sucks.
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nemisis:
hey,

I live off of 224th about a mile or so from the high school. but I haven't heard of that housing community
silverrevolver:
Of course I have, strange girl. We made pumpkin sorbet at work last week. It made me absurdly happy.