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I had someone ask me if I was pregnant today, That really sucked. I just walked away. Well, I guess its time to working out again. I haven't felt this good in more than a year, so I guess its a good time to kick my ass in gear. People can say some dumb shit sometimes. whatever
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anaphalaxis:
The only thing worse than that is being the person who asked... I'd be like "DOH!"

Even if you've got a bit of a tummy at the moment you're still beautiful wink
elektra_descends:
Damn! What the hell is wrong with people?
Do not let someones rudeness and stupidity get to you.
If you have been feeling good about yourself then stay feeling good about yourself.
Do not let anyone rain on your parade sister!

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Well I have a new friend. I met her cause she came over w/ other girl who had been annoying her cause she was always begging for free pot. Thay asked to smoke in my garage. So when the other girl left and my new friend asked if she could hang out. She lives like five minutes away too. I sound like a little girl...
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hellsforheroes:
whose everyones favorite diabetic lush..........and btw...thanks...for things.
inabsentia:
Whoa...new name...that threw me off. Hope you are doing okay. what's the new friend do?

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I decided I wanted my real name as my user name... duh?
Well its not glitz and glitter but its mine.
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hellsforheroes:
haha..ear to ear.
hellsforheroes:
Nah...it's a compliment.
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I'm sitting around watching movies. I don't want to be on day shift. I like darkness. I'm trying to get a job at the porn store, I figure porn, sex and "toys" are a big part of my life already... eh.. why not... and free rentals wink
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elektra_descends:
How are you? I hope you are well. smile
jcup:
I've had a few friends who've worked at porn shops. They said it sucks because it numbs you to it. I worked summer fairs for a place that sold clothing, body jewlery, sex toys, and drug parafanalia. That was cool. We had a contest of who could sell the most lube and cockrings. It was funny because we sold em to kids and told them that the lube was candy. No matter who came in looking for what, we tried to sell them lube and cockrings. Fun Times. skull
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Nothing is new, but I'm not depressed. Thanks for all the suppport. xoxo...
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chastety:
my husband is on swings so i am always up till midnight. and i dont get out of bed till like 11 although today i took a nap from 2 to 6 i hate being pregnant but i love the labor soemthing about the pain i guess. Giveme a call if you still got mynumber ttyl
thearcanecircle:
very true..you have more then just your friend at mccord also..some of us are just father away..if you ever need to talk to somebody just ask..
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:Ignore last post:

I recent outlet has been a Martini and a movie.
I have no creativity.... being sober is rare.
I guess I have no coping skills...

I'll just quote a poem I like, cause I can't write one right now.


LENORE
by Edgar Allan Poe


Ah, broken is the golden bowl! the spirit flown forever!
Let the bell toll!- a saintly soul floats...
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anaphalaxis:
jeeez girl! you sound like the Mozart Requiem!

Still, it's kinda pretty.

Anyway, it's just general malaise or are you feeling disempowered/unmotivated? You strike me as a.. don't take offence at this.. lost person...

I say that because I pick up vibes that I recognise. Perhaps I'm projecting here so I won't get into anything involved till I know I'm along the right tracks here.

Don't trust me, I'm not a doctor. But tell me your symptoms anyway tongue
chastety:
im pregnant and have bad mood swings i dont remember leaving a messege with you. sorry to upset you.
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I HAVE NOTHING LEFT... I DON"T CARE...
hellsforheroes:
....what am I suppose to say....

The More Loving One
W. H. Auden



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Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.

How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.

Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.

Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total dark sublime,
Though this might take me a little time
inabsentia:
Zuh? What's wrong?
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Well Its 4am again. I was actually sleeping but woke up due to a very disturbing dream. All of my dreams are quite strange. I'd rather spend a greater length of time in these akward dreams, I hate reality.
In this dream I was trying to find someone and I was holding their child, a little baby, no more than a day old. I was...
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photogabba:
It seems that yor subconscious wants to have a baby but you are aware that the price to have it now would be too high to pay.

Thank you for your wishes of happy birthday
I just got home wasted
Being 30 sucks!!!

I never remember my dreams and when i do they are so weird they are fuckin' scary.
Good night......
thearcanecircle:
for me? it would mean that i feel moving forward is painful and brutal...but thats if i had thAT dream...
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I'm tired and board. I'm cooking a veggie burger. Its 4am. I need some structure in my life, something to look forward to...
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hellsforheroes:
I get off...on drugs and ruthlessly carnal women........
hellsforheroes:
Vestibule

-entrance hall, passage or space between outer and inner doors.


"Touch the vestibule, or the flower dies"


I'll buy you a vase....and some absurd fantasy...seriously yes, please.
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I've just been told by three different people, my new haircut makes me look like the mom from "family guy" lol. I'll post some picture later, my digital camera blows. I relized I don't own this computer so if I move out I'll lose access to SG's frown I don't know what I'll do.....
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bradley27:
only dreams of spending a week in mexico with someone as beautiful as you
hellsforheroes:
As your legal council I recommend getting wasted and fondling everything...EVERYTHING.
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Well, my day was uneventful as usual. I looked at a new apartment. It was nice. I don't want to move out of my house its so big and I'm used to it. But its $1200.00 a month rent and its getting tight. I want to pierce something. I might go do that now....
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slamcage:
Get a roommate or 2 or 3....I have 8. $400 a room, includes everything is a deal, toss in cable and internet. Cut the room in half, and get 2 roomies for $300 a piece. Do that to 2 rooms, and there is $1200. Now all you have to do is pay bills and the rest is yours. If I did your name like my name, it would be Baby_Baker. biggrin Got a Baby(smurf) blue 1949 Studebaker Pickup, but its a hot rod now, nothing stock, all 68 camaro 350 block 327 bore, chopped rearend, all camaro. IT POPS WILLIES ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! eeek
wooly:
Howwwwww Commmmme you sound so down----- I wish I could talk to you ---- life is not as bad as you feel now ---- the naxt day you mite hit the LOTTO--- never give up HOPE or your dreams ---- WOOLY

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I almost died tonight. I was driving and my roomie was in his car next to me yelling somthing so I look over and I went into the other lane. As I look up I have SUV headlights in my face. I have no Idea how I got back in my lane. I'm just so fucking lucky or really stupid. And I am sober and...
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hellsforheroes:
not quite every day...and the answer is simple...I just load up microsoft word and start typing...and I am usually stoned, sometimes not though...no difference...Oh...was the question rhetorical........and in that case...I take lots of drugs.
thearcanecircle:
and i'm glad your alive because i enjoy having you as a friend..