I have nothing interesting to say. I want salt. anything salty. Damn diet. Well, I have a slight afterglow but nothing worthy of being called a hangover. Drugs suck after the fact...
I think my glucose meter is broken cause it said my sugar was "79" I usally start sweating and shaking at about "80" and I feel fine right now. I hate this disease....
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I think my glucose meter is broken cause it said my sugar was "79" I usally start sweating and shaking at about "80" and I feel fine right now. I hate this disease....
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hellsforheroes:
I am drunk and n chicago...cuves sucks just play lots of catch....I think would marry cach if I could,,,I am wasted,,,.
hellsforheroes:
If chastetty is getting saved...who is saving me, and better yet, you....
I'm high. Not going to say on what cause the goverment taps everything. I sound like a fuckin' nut but It's more interesting than usual. can't spell I know... Drugs are bad but at least the diabetes is under control.. .blah.. blah... blah...
sfr:
send me an email
thebleetingnichodemus@yahoo.com
we'll work something out
thebleetingnichodemus@yahoo.com
we'll work something out
lc2:
Yeah...at least the diabetes is under control...
I'm surprised that the drugs don't mess with that...
I know that the alcohol does me...not that it stops me anyway.
Oh well...hope that you're doing okay.
I'm surprised that the drugs don't mess with that...
I know that the alcohol does me...not that it stops me anyway.
Oh well...hope that you're doing okay.
Sonnet to Satan
In darkroom of your eye the moonly mind
somersaults to counterfeit eclipse;
bright angels black out over logic's land
under shutter of their handicaps.
Commanding that corkscrew comet jet forth ink
to pitch the white world down in swiveling flood,
you overcast all order's noonday rank
and turn god's radiant photograph to shade.
Steepling snake in that contrary light
invades the dilate...
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In darkroom of your eye the moonly mind
somersaults to counterfeit eclipse;
bright angels black out over logic's land
under shutter of their handicaps.
Commanding that corkscrew comet jet forth ink
to pitch the white world down in swiveling flood,
you overcast all order's noonday rank
and turn god's radiant photograph to shade.
Steepling snake in that contrary light
invades the dilate...
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kahrash:
Wow... I didn't know they wrote satanic poetry
hellsforheroes:
*claps hands*...*winks at museum curator*
Amnesiac
No use, no use, now, begging Recognize!
There is nothing to do with such a beautiful
blank but smooth it.
Name, house, car keys,
The little toy wife --
Erased, sigh, sigh.
Four babies and a cooker!
Nurses the size of worms and a minute doctor
Tuck him in.
Old happenings
Peel from his skin.
Down the drain with all of it!
Hugging his...
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No use, no use, now, begging Recognize!
There is nothing to do with such a beautiful
blank but smooth it.
Name, house, car keys,
The little toy wife --
Erased, sigh, sigh.
Four babies and a cooker!
Nurses the size of worms and a minute doctor
Tuck him in.
Old happenings
Peel from his skin.
Down the drain with all of it!
Hugging his...
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chastety:
Hey you hope your doing alright I just got out of bed so i am gonna get some food n do something constructive with my day i guess wich prolly means cleaning house AGain since i gotta do it fifty times a day alk to you soon hugs
mick3:
Well, hello and Happy (belated) Valentines Day to you too! To what do I owe this unexpected pleasure? Please let me know, so that I may be assured of repeat surprises.
Well, hello and Happy (belated) Valentines Day to you too! To what do I owe this unexpected pleasure? Please let me know, so that I may be assured of repeat surprises. Among the Narcissi
Spry, wry, and gray as these March sticks,
Percy bows, in his blue peajacket, among the narcissi.
He is recuperating from something on the lung.
The narcissi, too, are bowing to some big thing :
It rattles their stars on the green hill where Percy
Nurses the hardship of his stitches, and walks and walks.
There is a dignity to this; there...
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Spry, wry, and gray as these March sticks,
Percy bows, in his blue peajacket, among the narcissi.
He is recuperating from something on the lung.
The narcissi, too, are bowing to some big thing :
It rattles their stars on the green hill where Percy
Nurses the hardship of his stitches, and walks and walks.
There is a dignity to this; there...
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hellsforheroes:
is it sobriety that makes me say normal things....goddamnit, normal, norml...much better.
elektra_descends:
Thanks. Hapy belated Valentines to you too babe.
I swear I am Plath reincarnated. I am in a slump, I have no inspiration...
The Shrike
When night comes black
Such royal dreams beckon this man
As lift him apart
From his earth-wife's side
To wing, sleep-feathered,
The singular air,
While she, envious bride,
Cannot follow after, but lies
With her blank brown eyes starved wide,
Twisting curses in the tangled sheet
With taloned...
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The Shrike
When night comes black
Such royal dreams beckon this man
As lift him apart
From his earth-wife's side
To wing, sleep-feathered,
The singular air,
While she, envious bride,
Cannot follow after, but lies
With her blank brown eyes starved wide,
Twisting curses in the tangled sheet
With taloned...
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kahrash:
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day 
zahara:
Sylvia Plath--poety to kill yourself by....
I'm posting pics of me in all my friends' journals. here's yours:
I'm posting pics of me in all my friends' journals. here's yours:
I was thinking I was pregnant for a few days, I didn't say anything cause I didn't know what kind of reaction I'd get. Well I'm not and thats a very good thing cause I'm not ready.
I think my birth control pills were fucking w/ me.
We rented some "adult movies" the other day and yesterday one came up missing. So I went thru...
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I think my birth control pills were fucking w/ me.
We rented some "adult movies" the other day and yesterday one came up missing. So I went thru...
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beaar:
I hate people who do stupid things like that at parties. It is even worse when they steal porn. 
make them walk the plank.
make them walk the plank.
kizmet:
Happy valentines love!...Muwaaah!!!..
Happy valentines love!...Muwaaah!!!..
Drank so much vodka last night I blacked out. I normally know my limits but it just got out of hand. eh? Still hung over, beer tastes funny. *puke*
chastety:
I got a Major Migraine again fuckin sucks. Cant wait till monday these kids leave finally. I had two extra since wednesday night. Driving me insaine the 7 year old is a hellian queen know it all. trying to boss me around i was like wtf hell no bitches. Anyways talk to you soon
yuriel:
yum booze.
I went out to a dinner and a movie tonight. I saw "hitch" It was funny. We went to ruby tuesdays. They changed the whole menu. I liked it. This post is so boring. *cheers*
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lc2:
I need to do a movie night soon. I don't care if I have to go by myself. There are just too many good movies out that I am missing out on.
We just got a Ruby Tuesday's . It's about 20 min from my house, so I have not made it there to try it out yet...
Hmmm, maybe I shall go do that tonight?.....
We just got a Ruby Tuesday's . It's about 20 min from my house, so I have not made it there to try it out yet...
Hmmm, maybe I shall go do that tonight?.....
beaar:
you are the 3rd person to say that Hitch was funny. I may have to get off my ass and go see it.
We had a party last night and we went thru 4 18packs. We had 7 people over, not a huge thing but its nice to have company. Its not nice to be the only one buying drinks but eh?
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beaar:
Thanks, I have had on hell of a day and it is only 10:45, but that brought a smile to my face. Thanks matie
hellsforheroes:
that makes two of us...first of all, I can't guarentee I am always able to be operating a computer....I am often shit faced late at night rambling....so what comes out, sometimes...is pretty random, but usually it makes sense, kind of.....just ask I guess, the writings are pretty understood, I think....but, yeah, tell your husband hi also...if he's a fan, I am a fan...i think...
That poem was actually written by my husband. I thought I should post it for him. I'm really doing okay, I have been learning coping skills.
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hellsforheroes:
it was a metaphor about the secret...which was just a writing, haha...I got your hopes all goofed up...haha...I am naked most of my day...isn't everyone else?......
hellsforheroes:
umm...how can I be the cock tease......?
That poem was actually written by my husband. I thought I should post it for him. I'm really doing okay, I have been learning coping skills.
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funkmunky:
wow.
johnny depp is your husband? you are one lucky gal.
--Funk
johnny depp is your husband? you are one lucky gal.
--Funk
lc2:
Hope that you're doing alright.