This is the update of all updates. Drama happens but this was insanity. OKayI'll start at the beginning. This kid "kenny" (the guy who stole the porn) Come over our house tonight trin' the be all friendly and shit sayin' he didn't disrespect us and want's to still be friends. So Frank (my hubby) goes to talk to him in private ad the kid (kenny)...
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Your phallus as a heroin filled syringe
I hate it yet I plunge it into my blood enraged gash
Momentary pleasure seeps into my loins
Then I open my eyes and see this lie
My heart is weary of acting this role
Only in darkness these words came
The site of you enrages my being as my
skin seethes w/ hate....
I was mad as...
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I hate it yet I plunge it into my blood enraged gash
Momentary pleasure seeps into my loins
Then I open my eyes and see this lie
My heart is weary of acting this role
Only in darkness these words came
The site of you enrages my being as my
skin seethes w/ hate....
I was mad as...
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chastety:
You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away
yuriel:
Beautiful. Sad but so beautiful.

Ummm... feeding the neigborhood beer again... What else is new? Well um.. my best friend from Connecticut is coming up in April for my birthday. Shes 5 1/2 months preganant and the father just left her so she needs some support. I;m wathcing the exorcist "the begining" Its more creepy than anything else. Well thats all. Blah....
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zahara:
Decent movie.
My birthday is in April, but I don't have anything planned.
My birthday is in April, but I don't have anything planned.
coops:
I'm glad that you'll get to see your friend for your birthday...wish her circumstances were better.
I need to move to your neighborhood!!
I need to move to your neighborhood!!
Read down the first column... I'm okay just expessing some residual anger....
Spiteful
Pain
Irritant
Repugnance
Illness
Torment
Unorthodox
Abhorrence
Loathing
Paroxysm
Odium
Laceration
Yearning
Animosity
Malevolence
Oppress
Revenge
Yesterday
Spiteful
Pain
Irritant
Repugnance
Illness
Torment
Unorthodox
Abhorrence
Loathing
Paroxysm
Odium
Laceration
Yearning
Animosity
Malevolence
Oppress
Revenge
Yesterday
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blck_flwrsplease:
love it -
love it -
coops:
Hey, it's me! My account is about to run out and a friend bought me a new account...just wanted to let you know that some random chick is not adding you to her friends list...hope all is well!
-CPD
-CPD
Well I've been on this diet for a about a week now. I have been exercising my ass off. Literally, thats what I'm going for. But The scale hasn't changed, which I wouldn't expect this soon, but I'm seeing tone in my calfs and arms. *yippie* thats not sarcasm for once. I'm planning out meals for the week too. Tonight we are having Turkey and...
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hellsforheroes:
...there are probably better ways to get to know me then reading my journals...I say a lot of poetic things,given license, that are muddled...scale change involves less carbs...eat meat and veggies...weight will go poof...I am speaking in bursts...sorry...in a few years...after I have like 1000 poems...I'll think about publishing them, what do you think.
chastety:
Sounds good. I crave french fries, hmm what else chips dip and icecream. and a vacation. not happening nay time soon i am sure. lol well other than hawaii but that isnt soon that is the middle to end of april. Hope frank is feelin better, and that i didnt trip you out about my comment before about having a crush on you. Didnt mean to least you know i wont come barging into your bedroom while your hanky pankying with the man lol i wouldnt do that anyways i am to shy lol. Ill just crush on you secretly. ok now i am red.
[Edited on Feb 28, 2005 4:47PM]
[Edited on Feb 28, 2005 4:47PM]
I just lost my wallet. Or it got stolen. The way things have been going I don't know. Okay, as I'm typing the phone rings and the "kid I don't trust" calls and says it was in his frount yard. I haven't been over there EVER. This is bullshit, I can't even feel safe in my own house. Grrr...
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yuriel:
thats horrible
*hugs you*
maybe yer lucky and he really didnt steal it? i mean someone else could have and dropped it there or whatever.
meh im just playing devils advocate now.
im hardly so optimistic...
*hug*
i hope you can feel secure soon!

*hugs you*
maybe yer lucky and he really didnt steal it? i mean someone else could have and dropped it there or whatever.
meh im just playing devils advocate now.
im hardly so optimistic...
*hug*
i hope you can feel secure soon!
germ13:
Awww. You wnt me to come over and beat the crap out of him for you?
Blah... nothing new since last post. My life is not eventful...
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zahara:
I feel ya.
chastety:
rawr you make me so hotttttt
Well the girl was over last night again and got really drunk. My husband and I were up stairs.. gettin' busy. And I hear her screaming that she wants to "eat my cooch" and then all this thumping and banging. I guess it took two of my roomates and my friend to keep her from bum rushing my bedroom. This girl can't weigh more than...
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bonneville:
hey, you changed your name???
beaar:
wow everyone is having interesting stories lately. must be in the water or the moon is to close or something. good luck with that girl trouble
I met a girl last night who was a "adult video actress" I'm scared of her. She wants my junk and she let me know it. *shudder*
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hellsforheroes:
hey at least you still got the mojo...right..bright side...drunk side...any side
zahara:
I had a guy try to get with me who was supposedly "a three thousand year old dragon trapped in the body of a human with the power to talk to spirits."
Sad thing is, he wasn't the worst. Why do I always attrack wierdos?
Sad thing is, he wasn't the worst. Why do I always attrack wierdos?
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chastety:
Hope your doing ok. Havnt heard from ya in a few days. Let me know if everything is alright or isnt alright. Or if there is anything i can do to help. Hugs n kisses
yuriel:
RIP.

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z_x_silas:
i wrote a poem that i think you might like, it may be the last one for awhile.
and have a great day.
and have a great day.
yuriel:
only one simple pleasure i pine for these days mi'lady
hahaha

hahaha
Bad day so far. I woke up w/ really bad chest pains and My husband got so pissed that I couldn't get out of bed he turned on all the lights and blasted the stereo, turned on all the sinks and put the down to 50. Now that seems so immature. I would have made an effort to get out of bed and give him...
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blck_flwrsplease:
wow - that sounds tuff - hope your pains go away 
baka_amerikanjin:
You shouldn't have to put up with that shit.

p.s. Hope you and your freinds are ok.