Sunday Jun 12, 2005

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Confused... but positive.
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thearcanecircle:
at least when we are confused we are at least thinking about somthing right? We might not know what it is, but it is there. smile
volks:
Better than me! I'm usually confused and negative

Wednesday Jun 08, 2005

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Sorry I've been nonexistent. Frank is getting kicked out of the military. All my friends just got busted. and are most likely going to jail. I'm safe, I may move back to Ct soon.
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thearcanecircle:
frown
coops:
Glad to hear that you came out safe.

Wednesday Jun 01, 2005

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Today will be a good day. Cause I can't take another shitty one. Pot is good. kiss
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wooly:
smile smile smile smile smile kiss
thearcanecircle:
hello.

Tuesday May 31, 2005

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My two year wedding anniversary sucked. It almost was the end of the marraige and my life. I woke up the morning before and my strep had gotten into my lungs and heart. My heart was beating eratically and I couldn't breath in w/ out gasping. I was in the ER for a few hours but other than oxygen and an IV there wasn't much...
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_ant_:
Hey Madi, Im here for you. Im comming up to Spanaway in two weeks get a hold of me will ya.


Ant
raoul__duke:
hugs kiss what a shitty thing to do

Sunday May 29, 2005

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Today is two years... I want to die.
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coops:
*hugs & kisses*
frown
elektra_descends:
Happy Anniversary (belated)!

There is really nothing else I can say.
Choose your own path and be well.

K

Sunday May 22, 2005

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This past two weeks has been a blur. There are so many people here all the time. Last night I had 10 people sleeping in my living room. It's been wild.
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opposable_thumbs:
man, i miss those days. tripping over ppl trying to get to the bathroom used to annoy the shit out of me. now i've give anything for those days. at least we know you've been having fun. take care.
cherrybomb00:
house party.

Saturday May 21, 2005

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I smoked some pot today. I'm celebrating my apartments one month anniversary. Its completly trashed I currently have 5 people other than my husband and I sleeping here. I need a day to myself. I'm down a total of 10 pounds. I think it came out of my face and belly. I'm happy. Frank and I have not been talking alot but atleast we are...
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opposable_thumbs:
hey love. mutual masturbation is a pretty solid turnon. keep being you. maybe we'll chat sometime.
holden_t:
Hmmm.... you requested me as a friend, how come? I'm not against it.. just want to know you a little more... you should e-mail me.

-Holden T.

Tuesday May 17, 2005

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Everything has been going pretty smoothly for the past few days. My Friends boyfriend died in a car wreck. That made me and Frank realize we may not have tommorrow. We are setting up marrige counseling. Our anniversary is May 29th.
Hopefully we can have some quality time together. Thanks for all the support. xoxoxo....
yuriel:
smile
I am so glad to hear this.
I hope the counseling goes well.
In the meantime
frank have you seen her.
youre a lucky guy.
now do her brainless. wink <3
(because yuri sure as hell aint gonna be tongue)
oh yeah and lay off the drugs a bit hon
wink
well
cept the caffiene
nicotiene if its from pills or gum
oh and weed.
it doesnt matter yer either stupid or too smart to feel the effects
or you burn out in which case ya dont care tongue
im just rambling
i suppose what i mean is that life really is short
and i worry boutya kiddo smile
and yeah. death. too much of that nasty stuff around lately.
EL SUICIDO LOCO
yuriel:
anytime ok smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Friday May 13, 2005

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I stretched my ears to 5/8 and I'm downloading "Seymore Butts" -The guide to female ejaculation-
I'm depressed as shit. I don't feel like I belong... anywhere...
I'm sure I'll get over it. Someone gave me an E pill. I think I should give it back. I don't need to be fucking w/ my emotions right now. skull
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rubyred:
go to a doc babe. ive had depression its easilly fixed but you cant do it without medication. you take a short course and presto, believe it or not, your back thinking straight. have you ditched your guy yet??
terrie:
The up would probably make you feel better, but it would just be temporary. The down would be really bad. Trust me. I made that mistake only once.

Wednesday May 11, 2005

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I'm dealing w/ it. In my own way. I talked to the girls boyfriend. I feel like I'm in a deep hole that is filling up w/ water and there is no way to escape. I lost 8 pounds, I guess thats a plus. I hope its not from stress or drug use. I'm going to watch SNL. surreal
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hotcurry:
I'm just worried about your health id he is fooling around behind your back. That is a scarry scarry thing.
thearcanecircle:
holy crap..i skip one entry and things go to hell..well as always...i'm here when ever you need to talk...man that sucks, and i know just how you feel. Appart from your husband and not your wife, i had the exact same thing happen with me...

Sunday May 08, 2005

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I have been detoxing from a bunch of drugs for the past 4 days. I thought moving would seperate me from some problems. Well now my dealer is 3 apartments down. I had a bad trip and I got stuck in it. Things are just starting to clear up. I'll be fine in a few more days. Strep is almost gone. smile
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thearcanecircle:
good to see the strep is going away.

[Edited on May 09, 2005 4:59PM]
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QUIT THE DRUGS MORE SEX!!!!!
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