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Sooo... Life is life.... Nothing much is going on. But it feels like the calm before the storm. Recently I've been having vivid and emotional dreams. "Clarity" Thats the word of the day.

chastety:

So you and the ol' man getting along now that he is back? Im still preggers two days past my due date as of today. I have been really bitchy about it. i am sick of being pregnant. Hope your doing good

Aug 12, 2005

eu1ogy:

It does feel like the calm before the storm. I've kind of been feeling like that as well I guess.

Aug 14, 2005

I still have internet.

yuriel:

yay!!!!

<3

Aug 7, 2005

I'm pretty sure my internet is getting shut off due to non-payment. So it may be awhile. Wish me luck.

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chastety:

Hey hope your doing alright, your more than welcome to come use my internet if ya want. Till you get yours back up and running. Good luck with everything.

Aug 4, 2005

germ13:

I'm back and I have my mind in one peice for the first time in an age.

Aug 7, 2005

My party turned in to me sitting on the floor in the kitchen in front of the fridge, cause I was to drunk to walk to get more beer, and crying untill about 8am. It sucked ass.
I don't want to be married, I don't want to be w/ frank anymore. I'm glad I can say that and be sure about it.
I'm hungover but...
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yuriel:

im so sorry dear -hugs you-

Aug 1, 2005

thearcanecircle:

That really sucks..I hate to see it happen to people, but i think that needed to happen....eventually i was glad when i gave my ex the boot as eric up there said.

Aug 2, 2005

Frank will be home in 3 days. I want one final party before I have to go back to normal life. eh? "cheers"

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toolgirl:

You are beautiful...

Jul 31, 2005

beaar:

one final party, and one that should be huge, and me, i am thousands of miles away. oh well maybe i will get lucky and there will be a huge party when i get back.

Jul 31, 2005

All good things must come to an end, right?

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yuriel:

by contrast if this is true musnt also all bad things end?

Jul 29, 2005

z_x_silas:

all thing come to an end in this life and the next.

Jul 30, 2005

I AM SO MAD RIGHT NOW I WANT TO LITERALLY CHEW OFF FRANKS FACE. HE CALLED ME AND SAID I WAS A WHORE CAUSE HE MET ONE OF MY EX'S AND THE EX SHOWED HIM AN INTIMATE LETTER I HAD WRITTEN ALMOST 4 YEARS AGO, FAR BEFORE I EVER KNEW FRANK. I CANT CONCEIVE HIS REASONONG. IF THERE IS ANY. THIS IS ALL IN CAPS...
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yuriel:

why does...did he.....

so lame

im sure hes just being jealous and insecure -laugh-
-shrug-
-hugs- youll do ok lady

Jul 27, 2005

beaar:

even being a guy i can find no real reason for his reasoning. wish i could help.

Jul 28, 2005

Immoral intoxication
desperate for penetration
emotions flow
fast and yet never slow
love has been lost
but at what cost
mind bending rush
from an diabetic lush....
gentle spinning
a sway to the left
night kisses your thoughts away

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thearcanecircle:

ditto to what coops said..cept for the diabetic part..I havnt felt that yet. hopfully i never do from the things i hear.

Jul 26, 2005

yuriel:

ooooh awesome words

Jul 26, 2005