madfifi

nothing like death followed by insanity to realize the sheer inhumanity of ego's fate filled with the entity created before there was audacity - the sheer volocity of decisions animosity

tommorrow i am done with work! finished my stocktaking and cleared out the clutter. good for the mind.
went to the kruger national park this weekend. so green!! Beautiful. And there was rain in the bush. it just smell so devine. loved the elephants...

today it is raining. not the usual thunderstorm followed by fantastic sunshine, but the real uk rain.. seems like it will be raining for a couple of days. this is really nice....
i have ordered new books for the library, and will be reading nonstop, so great weather for this.

i have three days of work before the school closes. we will be going to port alfred for the holidays!! hooray!!

today is the day where all state employees want to strike to receive more money. because they or rather we ( i am state employed, work in library) weren't happy about an increase JZ made it less. why don't everyone just except the increase as is? i want more i want more!!!
we could tell 900 000 people who are state employed to fuck off...
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day 3....

so i am on my second day of a seven day detox. irritated and have one hell of a headache.
luckily my work doesn't require a lot of talking. i'm a librarian.

life is a leaf as it proceeds among the paths of my moving mind, love is a lie, without direction into the ever looming abyss of precooked priorities, tears are laughter, chemically enhanced to reveal plastered passion, and as the structure is stunned, lets smoke another fag, and resent the love, love the resent in the cold light of day

i have just finalized my arrangements to go on holiday!! really looking forward to spend some time at the coast and let the salt water cleanse me..