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I find myself here, writing about an event that for many, will be a stupid thing.
Two years ago, I had the opportunity to take a trip alone, after several years of trying to convince my father, which was not a bad thing. This was my first trip that I faced alone (including expenses) and thanks to this, I was able to show my parents (and myself) how much I am responsible.
It was not a "normal" holiday, but I had to go to Rome to attend the convention of my favorite show: Supernatural. Imagine, then, how important this trip was for me.
I'm not here to tell you all the things that happened in that convention, because the space I have here is not enough. But I can tell you that the emotions felt in those 3 days, were the strongest I've ever tried.
All this, led me to reflect on what I really wanted from life at that time. I understood that I had to change my habits, that I had to change myself.
And so, once I returned home, I decided first that I had to remember all of this and decided to do it, overcoming my fear of needles, tattooed the little heart ( you can see it in the picture I attached to this post) that my favorite actor (Jared Padalecki), had drawn next to his autograph (yes It seems stupid, but there is an anecdote behind this little heart).
Then, I decided to make a decisive change in my life. I separated (not definitively, at that moment) from the person I loved most, as he kept me tied to things that could not go on.
This gave me the push to get to where I am now.
I put myself on a diet, in a very rigid way. I took a confidence never had with my body.
I started to meet new people, new places.
I was often contacted by various photographers and this I would never have imagined.
I met my current boyfriend. And it is thanks to him, if I had the courage to pose for photos. And it is thanks to him, if I am part of the Suicide Girls Hopeful and it is always thanks to him, if I have acquired this security while I pose.
That said ... It is thanks to a "small" event and its great consequences, if I am the person I am now. I am happy with what I have become.
