Tuesday Apr 20, 2010

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I cried tonight...

I have a friend suffering of anorexia. She knows it and she is fighting for over a year now. She told me few months ago. And since a couple of weeks we are spending a lot of time together. I made a mistake..... This week, cause of me... she felt guilty of eating and she went to the bathroom to throw up everything. She told me about this week only tonight. involuntarily. It was the first time in a year. I am feeling so bad. Im having a hard time dealing with this. Im afraid to speak of weight, food. I love her so much. I dont want to hurt her. Shes my friend and i care how she feels about herself. I know i cant fight with her but i dont want to harm if i cant help.

frown frown frown I'm feeling so guilty...



Night SG people...
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captain_midnight:
You know, at the end of the day, you don't really need to feel guilty, your friend just needs help, and its probably more help than you can give. One big thing that people with eating disorders have trouble with is attention, they seem to derive some kind of pleasure out of the attention and sympathy that they get from people. I think its part of the illness that they seek attention in a negative sort of way.
oxy:
you shouldnt feel guilty, its not like you did it on purpose.
Just be there for her and help her when you can.

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