madelinerose

So I just got back from an audition. At first I was pretty nervous. I had to wait a while so I started to get comfortable. Then I went in to the small stuffy room, shook all the hands and gave my best, not over the top, smile. I stood on cue and tried to remember all the points.....and then i was off........I had only practiced my monologue in front of the cakes I ice at work. So to have an unfrosted audience, well my nerves came back. and then I did it, I forgot part but they never noticed. then I did a cold read for three different characters. they seemed pleased so it fueled me to be more and more amazing. I also had to read oposite my good friend and wonderful actress. We did so good. I managed to turn a half hour audition into a 3 hour read through and testimonial. But I came out of that room glowing like an angel. I was on such an adrinaline rush. It always reminds me why I love acting. I will feel like this for a while but then the crash comes. oh the enevitable crash!!! it's the extreem cycle of my life ups and downs and nothing in between