maddy

all of the sudden i am really frustrated and want to break something and runaway to another city. all for no reason. well i am sure there is a reason but i can't think of one.

i am reading barrel fever by david sedaris and i think it is hilarious. it gives me so many ideas of things to do.

i hope i end up in another city one day. nothing too far away, but something different. i loved new york but i don't know if i could take the constant movement of the city, but then again it seems that is all i do now.

sometimes i just really hate people, not even people i know, because if i know them and don't like them, then i know they are not worth hating. but people i don't know, well maybe there is a good reason to waste energy hating them. i am such a negative person sometimes. yay.

**you know what you did and i am going to rip your cock off and beat you with it**

*ahem*

damn outburst