maddy

that cute girl that i know that is applying to be an sg is now a member. so everyone welcome melly she is super hot and will make a great sg

so i have had some disturbing dreams lately...friday night i had a dream that i grabbed someones hair and beat their head against a car door...saturday night i had a dream that i was being chased and shot at and then a super weird dream about a demon which i don't think i can ever convey how creepy that was. and last night i had another dream about someone trying to kill me but i didn't know this person.

these have all been very vivid and disturbing, especially since most of the people in them exist in my everyday life. i don't know what has brought all this on but i kinda want to see if it is going to continue tonight. its scary to think that my brain thought up some of that sick shit.

anyway...on a lighter note, i am painting starry night on a flower pot for mother's day. i am painting 3 pots with different art pieces for my friend's moms, they pretty much are my mom collectively, so they deserve it. i hope they like it.

on derby i went to lavidity's house and had fun. it poured down rain and we were hoping that the aquaduct near by would stay flooded so when people went home they would have to go another way. we saw a wreck too and made fun of people walking to their cars covered in mud. i had fun and i thank him for inviting me...too bad poison didn't make it tho.


ahh well i am off to bed to dream more horrible dreams...but first i will paint some more


ps...today i was very offended when a woman at the mall told me i looked like someone else in the mall...someone who i wouldn't have expected to look anything alike