So, yea, now my sleep habits are all kinds of screwed.My boss doesn't really give a shit as long as I'm there for part of the day and that I get my shit done. Here's how it went:
Thursday, kinda run down, took a nap after work. Meant this to be maybe two hours, turned into 5. Slept through my soccer game. Couldn't fall asleep...
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Thursday, kinda run down, took a nap after work. Meant this to be maybe two hours, turned into 5. Slept through my soccer game. Couldn't fall asleep...
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Goodbye Dimebag Darrell, I'll never understand people. At least you were on stage doing what you love. I don't know what that is anymore. I get frustrated and bored trying to produce music. I never spin anymore. I can't afford new rekkids.
My job only seems to make me really sleepy. Like, unnaturally sleepy. More than getting old, no matter how much sleep I get...
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My job only seems to make me really sleepy. Like, unnaturally sleepy. More than getting old, no matter how much sleep I get...
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forgetit:
I still question every day. Degree in Exercise Science. I'm a personal trainer for the gym at work, but work in IT and have for 7 years. There's no money in the PT thing. I've checked it out. Even if I got a masters and CSCS certs, strength coaches are making 35k. I double that now and can't go back. No matter how much I love it. I'm with you on the diet thing. I don't practice what I preach near enough when it comes to that. My trainees love it when I say we have different goals. I use it as a joke. I'm not getting paid for it though, so what do I care. I'm weighing about 177 right now, but look for that to go WAY up by New Years. Some day when I'm retired, I'll open up a gym or something. Until then, it's more important to me to provide for a family than it is to be happy in a career. I guess we all make that choice and I choose family. And dude, I went to bed at 7:30pm last night. Didn't get up until 6am. IT does it to you. 
sophie:
1. have you been making friends? you must go! make friends! not just with the pretty girls! with people in your area. with people in the groups!
2. hmm. no. gosh, i feel lame for that.
3. BA in English from Fresno State, unfinished MA in Literature from San Francisco State. yay!
2. hmm. no. gosh, i feel lame for that.
3. BA in English from Fresno State, unfinished MA in Literature from San Francisco State. yay!
So, have you ever let someone in front of you and been upset you didn't get the wave? That's how I feel today.
Huzzah for halo 2, I would be a lot more likely to go out and get myself arrested if it weren't for this game.
1. Did you notice I forgot to ask questions before?
2. Are you stoked to see Ignignokt and...
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Huzzah for halo 2, I would be a lot more likely to go out and get myself arrested if it weren't for this game.
1. Did you notice I forgot to ask questions before?
2. Are you stoked to see Ignignokt and...
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maddog_hoek:
1. I soooo spaced it.
2. Hell yeah!
3. Sure do. After 2 pages of comments I usually lay off.
2. Hell yeah!
3. Sure do. After 2 pages of comments I usually lay off.
empress_chandler:
I concure!
"... and our culture is advanced beyond all that you can possibly comprehend with 100% of your brain...on the Moon, nerds get their pants pulled down and spanked with moonrocks."
To be less of a nerd, I decided to sleep instead of going to work today. Yeah tuesday!
To be less of a nerd, I decided to sleep instead of going to work today. Yeah tuesday!
rubyred:
ok so you like my posts on chemical halo god bless......... hehehe, do you know how to use pethadine in any way other than to boot???? 
god bless......... hehehe, do you know how to use pethadine in any way other than to boot???? The Maddog weekend snapshot:
Thursday night: Play soccer game, go out for drinks as it's Christian's brother's birthday. It is a good thing that the game was at 22:40, cause we always seem to close the bar afterword.
Friday: Go to work nice and hung over. Luckily, my work is pretty autonomous. As long as I'm coherent enough to describe a problem that's over my...
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Thursday night: Play soccer game, go out for drinks as it's Christian's brother's birthday. It is a good thing that the game was at 22:40, cause we always seem to close the bar afterword.
Friday: Go to work nice and hung over. Luckily, my work is pretty autonomous. As long as I'm coherent enough to describe a problem that's over my...
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Why are there so many December birthdays? I mean, I think about conception time more than most given that I was born 9 months and 4 days after new years eve. 9 months before now is March. Is it a spring thing? Weather getting nicer, people shedding winter gear?
What is it about the spring? Am I happier that the winter is over? I always...
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What is it about the spring? Am I happier that the winter is over? I always...
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rickroyal:
I'd have to suspect that as the weather warms people end up interacting with others more than they do in the winter. More contact leads to more sex, leading to more conceptions.
So, I just missed FedEx a little while ago, and I got really pissed. Walked back, kicked my car, yelled out loud, pissed. The packages are inconsequential... and I realize this while waiting on hold with their phone support making sure they're not delivered tomorrow. The difference between today and tomorrow does not matter, so why should it affect my mood.
Why, then, am I...
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forgetit:
Dude, I totally hear you. I turned 30 this year. 30! It takes 3 days to recover from a serious drunkfest. I'm hating getting old. I'm sore as hell after a workout. I put on weight easier. The only good thing is that nothing has happened to my sex drive yet. I'm still looking forward to the future though. Being a husband and Dad and all. There's a bright future ahead. 
forgetit:
Oh, and I can get SO pissed off at inconsequential things. I realize it's dumb and it just doesn't matter. I'll stay pissed off for hours too.
Ahh, the ephemeral lucid time after saturday evening before falling asleep. I believe this (right before bed, not necessarily Saturday) to be my best writing time... shit, just looking above this is when I entered my last journal entry. I've tried writing first thing in the morning, but it doesn't come out as realistic. I don't know if I'm too cranky or hurried or delusional...
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Watching the sun come up is great, if only it weren't so cold today. Can't say I'm a big fan of Winter, although I do like my winter gear.
I really need a new picture... maybe one sporting the goatee, or a nice shot of the sleeve in progress. Speaking of which, I ran into my artist last night, he gets all self conscious when...
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I really need a new picture... maybe one sporting the goatee, or a nice shot of the sleeve in progress. Speaking of which, I ran into my artist last night, he gets all self conscious when...
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2. And How!
3. "Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs." - Chuck Klosterman.