The little things are what you remember at the end of the day, laying in bed, trying to fall asleep. I think they are the most important. But that may just be me.
sorry i got excited ho-hum my day is hit. i dont have too many of those, but today, so crap. why is it that some ppl can totatlly fuck with you and others cant? i hate when i know i care about someone cause i start feeling nauseous
Ask and ye shall receive. My week is better already
Jessie & AnnaLee on the same day.
Maybe I should have waited some more for someone to lotion my latest ink.
Productive day all around...
Gym first thing.
Good progress at work.
Quick clean up n gym gear swap for jacket and controller.
Back to company cocktail party, celebrating latest contract.
Picked up to... Read More
So, my car has officially bit the dust. It's kind of liberating. I no longer have to pay through the arse for fuel. Or for a parking spot. Nor do I subject myself to the frustration that is other idiots on the road. Plus, this is Denver, not LA or Det, I can survive without a car.
At least until the winter.
I'll finally get... Read More
there are a lot of people from the bay area going to burningman. maybe you should fly in and carpool? start a thread on the boards...
glad you have a positive outlook on the car situation. I've had times where my Z is out of commission for months at a time. it sucks not having a car, but you're right - it's liberating (plus, I live near SF, so there's good public transit).
Stolen from a friends thread, but you all are not friends of friends, and it seemed worthy of an update.
Maddog_Hoek is
clever
discouraged
enticing
forlorn
free
lost
masculine
picky
quality
stressed
talented
Why stressed? was asked:
Well, where to begin...
Big sw release that has me overworked.
Transmission kicked the bucket so I no longer have a car.
Every step I take toward eliminating... Read More
i have a friend in the same situation, he bought a cat. ok ok im being a dick, but he really did and its made him loads happier i dont like that you feel alone. come to australia and be my friend! i may be coming to the states next june, im going to L.A to visit my best friend as hes leaving me soon with his band. breaks my heart. all my close friends are leaving. by january ill only have 2 left out of 9. i dont know what im going to do as my friends are my life, my family, and without them, im not sure who i will be guess we will see. anyways, sending you a smile, and one day, i WILL play twister with you. i wonder if there is virtual twister online??
huh? hmmm i wonder what DID happen and why you ended up with just the dishes im sure the dishes were appreciative though. i mean, they told me awhile ago how they felt kind of neglected, so, shhhh, im not suppose to tell you, they planned to get you abducted by aliens, probed, and then back to wash them. but for the love of god, DONT tell them i told you ok. theyll kill me
So, its 0200, I've just had a bowl of protein powder pudding, and I'm wide awake, even though I was tired all day. Hows about you?
I'm compelled to write something positive, as its usually the negative shite that causes my urge to journal. Why is it that misery loves company, that it brings us together?
Ok, stop. stop. stop.
fuck.
I'm good at that... Read More
So, I am the product of a dying scene. The music that I attached to as a teenager is no longer accessible to teens. Its barely accessible to those 18+. Pretty much everything around here is 21+, and its getting more and more like that elsewhere. So what happens? The youngsters end up identifying with different types of music, and were left as crusty and... Read More
why would you wanna move to europe?? i mean, its pretty and scenic, im here now, but um, the humour isnt quite what im use to. think i need to go to ireland. i reckon theyd be up for a game of twister COME TO OZ!!!!!!!!!! everyone there is ALWAYS up for a good time
So, I've been struggling recently to find balance.
One part of me wants to be a gym rat. Workout twice a day, lift, force color on my pale white self so that I look more cut, the whole gamet.
The other part of me wants to be involved with music. Produce, spin, distribute, even pick up some instruments entirely outside my realm. Like give guitar... Read More
i don't like to forget. i just like to dip into a place where time stands still once in awhile. i get it through a good karate music, or through reading (which is my equivalent to what i suspect music production does for you). if i'm not on drugs, i can go to these places, dip deep, fall, and come back, with only my mind altered, and my physicality still in an excellent place.
living in passion is a beautiful thing. i admire your efforts to find the balance.
ho-hum my day is hit. i dont have too many of those, but today, so crap. why is it that some ppl can totatlly fuck with you and others cant? i hate when i know i care about someone cause i start feeling nauseous 
guess we will see. anyways, sending you a smile, and one day, i WILL play twister with you. i wonder if there is virtual twister online?? 
maybe i AM god after all 
I was like YAY a picture!!
I think you owe me one now.