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Thursday Dec 09, 2004

Dec 9, 2004
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Goodbye Dimebag Darrell, I'll never understand people. At least you were on stage doing what you love. I don't know what that is anymore. I get frustrated and bored trying to produce music. I never spin anymore. I can't afford new rekkids.

My job only seems to make me really sleepy. Like, unnaturally sleepy. More than getting old, no matter how much sleep I get I am really run down after 6 hours. I've started working about that much, then working again later for like 2 or 3.

I'd be a personal trainer, but there's no money in that, and I can't seem to be strict enough around nutrition. Stupid hippocritical me. I could go back to school, but I don't want any more debt. Maybe a chemist or something.

1. Why aren't you people answering?
2. Do you have a reasonable name for something that throws people for a loop?
3. What is your current college status? edumecated, going, not goin
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forgetit:
I still question every day. Degree in Exercise Science. I'm a personal trainer for the gym at work, but work in IT and have for 7 years. There's no money in the PT thing. I've checked it out. Even if I got a masters and CSCS certs, strength coaches are making 35k. I double that now and can't go back. No matter how much I love it. I'm with you on the diet thing. I don't practice what I preach near enough when it comes to that. My trainees love it when I say we have different goals. I use it as a joke. I'm not getting paid for it though, so what do I care. I'm weighing about 177 right now, but look for that to go WAY up by New Years. Some day when I'm retired, I'll open up a gym or something. Until then, it's more important to me to provide for a family than it is to be happy in a career. I guess we all make that choice and I choose family. And dude, I went to bed at 7:30pm last night. Didn't get up until 6am. IT does it to you. smile
Dec 9, 2004
sophie:
1. have you been making friends? you must go! make friends! not just with the pretty girls! with people in your area. with people in the groups!

2. hmm. no. gosh, i feel lame for that.

3. BA in English from Fresno State, unfinished MA in Literature from San Francisco State. yay!
Dec 10, 2004

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