maddigan

It's been a long few weeks; a long few months, really, I guess.

Many of you remember that my grandfather passed away two months ago, and my great-aunt this past Monday. It's tough; I live three thousand miles from those parts of my family, so I can't be there for funerals or to talk to the survivors.

Between that and my motorcycle crash last week (the SUV won); I'm fine, just slowly brining the Ninja back to near perfect standards, or at least as much as I can.

And it's tough; I've been feeling off for a little while, maybe because of those circumstances, maybe it's just that time of the year, but I've been finding myself cut off from people more than I'd like to be. And those friends who I'd really like to see, seem to be pulling out, or ceasing to be around me, I guess. Don't get me wrong; I'm extremely lucky to have the friends that I do, but I miss the ones that aren't there. I'm doing my best to live by the motto that those who want to be a part of my life, will, others will just come and go. Bad timing I suppose that when I need them is that particular time when they won't be there.

I need to pull out of this, get riding again, get out of the house again.

Out dancing tonight. It's something.