maddie

thankyou so much to everyone thats been messaging me and commenting me, it feels like ive got more people that care on here than in real life. which is kind of sad :[

you are all so wonderfull! and i love that your taking time to write me long messages about what you are or have gone through.
life is so shit. it feels like ive been brought into this world by the freakin devil and made to go through all this shit to see how i cope. which might i add, i am not. AT ALL!
and i hate that there is nothing i can do really. except try and help my parents as much as i can, which might i also add, i am completely awful at that too, i am the worst daughter ever, i just snap all the time and find it hard to do stuff for them cus i get overwhelmed with anger. i mean what the hell is with that? how can i be such an awful person to the people that i love, when they need me. :[ :[
i guess its all down to the fact that i cant actually handle everything thats going on, i feel like im breaking.

but yes, didnt mean to go off on one again. just wanted to say thankyou for your support!!!
i really do appreciate it. just wish i could have people like you in my actual life, i need to be cuddled :[

on a lighter note....

weeesttttsideeeeeee.. ahem.


me being grumpy


poseyposey. me and the girl thats recently taken control of my life alittle bit, ive been best friends with her since me and her were just 3 :]

thankyou for reading! i think il moan when i need to on this now ahha

much love

Maddie xxx