ALLLOOOOOOOOORRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like ive been away from this site foreverrrrr, ive been really ill with tonsilitus grr so ive been in bed for
days but im about recovered now thank the lord!
hopefully shooting a new set soon eeeeeppp excited!
ya no whenever i start to write these things im always like yeehh shit loads to write but now my mind has gone kappowww and i am left blank as a chav in rome.
ill just moan for abit for now until something else pops up... im really struggling dealing with being at home at the moment. my dads seriously ill and its just like a hospital, doesnt really feel like home and my dads kinda just not my daddy right now, i wish i could fix him so my mum would stop crying. i try and ignore it all but i end up feeling really selfish and even more shocked when i think about it again. he cant really do anything right now and his depression has got really bad again so hes just really really shit. its so hard to handle. i just want to run away for a while and clear my head cus its so jam packed full of so much crap that doesnt need to be in there.
i went to see my psychiatrist for the first the other day, was so nerve wracking, i hate talking about my head but im having to do that again on tuesday for another one OH YAYYYYYY. haha but never mind.
anyone no someone that can make my pappie better and make my head not fucked up?
meh meh meeehh MEEEEHHHH enoof of thee sadness for this blog
heres some pikchooorssss from my weekend for you to oggle at!
major posinnggg me and my girl <3 i actually love this girl, she makes me knees go weak and my heart beat faster <3
i adore this pic,i think it shows how close i am to her the most beautiful girl eveerrrr. the dude behind me is my tattoo guy, hes a legenddddd
lickk my lollipop, this girl is my hero and she looks after me so much
me and the milky bar kid XD
i feel like ive been away from this site foreverrrrr, ive been really ill with tonsilitus grr so ive been in bed for
days but im about recovered now thank the lord!
hopefully shooting a new set soon eeeeeppp excited!
ya no whenever i start to write these things im always like yeehh shit loads to write but now my mind has gone kappowww and i am left blank as a chav in rome.
ill just moan for abit for now until something else pops up... im really struggling dealing with being at home at the moment. my dads seriously ill and its just like a hospital, doesnt really feel like home and my dads kinda just not my daddy right now, i wish i could fix him so my mum would stop crying. i try and ignore it all but i end up feeling really selfish and even more shocked when i think about it again. he cant really do anything right now and his depression has got really bad again so hes just really really shit. its so hard to handle. i just want to run away for a while and clear my head cus its so jam packed full of so much crap that doesnt need to be in there.
i went to see my psychiatrist for the first the other day, was so nerve wracking, i hate talking about my head but im having to do that again on tuesday for another one OH YAYYYYYY. haha but never mind.
anyone no someone that can make my pappie better and make my head not fucked up?
meh meh meeehh MEEEEHHHH enoof of thee sadness for this blog
heres some pikchooorssss from my weekend for you to oggle at!
major posinnggg
me and my girl <3 i actually love this girl, she makes me knees go weak and my heart beat faster <3i adore this pic,i think it shows how close i am to her
the most beautiful girl eveerrrr. the dude behind me is my tattoo guy, hes a legendddddlickk my lollipop, this girl is my hero and she looks after me so much
me and the milky bar kid XD
meeeeeee
thought i might aswell put up my back tatt up cus i finally decided to take a picc....
righttt, think im gona go crash now, "awful tired now boss" (what film is that from eh eh? i shall award the person that guesses it first with a errr errmmm yup and no googling it you hear!)
take care all, Maddie xxx
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bruise:
hi, sweetie , n_n love the pics.
talamia:
That red looks so good on you