maddie

TODAY has been fucking awful, seriously

fell out with all my band cus they were being so frickin petty and nasty and ive been like crying alll day so my eyes are like mahoosively puffy, i hate it when you realise how two faced some people are, i have way too much faith in people so i dont understand how some people can be so horrible, i really dont, it just hurts, Oh man im crying again i neeed to mannnn uppppp!!!! i need to get some strength and to find out why im like why i am, but seeing all the helpy people next month, it cant come quick enough, im so exhaused and fed up with everythingggg

but on a lighter note, thankyou so much for all the love on my videos, it means sooooooooooo much to me that you enjoy them and puts a well needed smile on my frumpled face haha is frumpled a word? if not, its my new invention

remember that guy i was on about a while ago, i really dont like him now, hes said some awful stuff to me and after much consideration i am back with my devoted ex, who is everything i need right now, he helps me so much with my crazy head and hes like my little angel i adore him, i really do, i wasnt so sure about him to start off with, which is why we first split up but now i feel that magic so much, so weird but good how things can change,wish everything else was good

but yeh so happy about that but everything else, seriously ergg so hard to breathe and get through each day


my and my angel on valentines day xx