Well then.... what's going on?
I've just finished watching the first season of 'Game of Thrones' and I've really enjoyed it
Any show that contains nudity, a dwarf and the word 'cunt' is an obvious winner in my book, but what I've really liked about it is the fact that the northerners have northern UK accents 
That was quite a shock seeing as it's a US show, but it set my mind working..... You see, in my mind, my accent is too strong for anyone outside the north of england to understand, but if global TV audiences can understand the northern speech on GoT, then there is hope that I am not as incomprehensible as my mind would have me believe...... YAY!
Next on my mind is this- I recieved a message on 'the book of face' earlier from a very old friend of mine, who I have not seen in about 10years. He was telling me that he had just returned from his first ever AA meeting. However, what made me smile, was the fact that he cited my honesty and openness regarding my own recovery as a reason for him wanting to make the first steps in changing his life I guess the higher power in my life works in mysterious ways!
Finally, on a kind of related theme, but also unconnected, I have growing feelings towards a young lady who I have known for the past few months. She's a really attractive woman, who is only early in recovery. I've watched her grow from a terrified, startled, broken person into a wonderfully pleasant, beautiful, intelligent and captivating young woman. I'm kind of annoyed with myself for letting these feelings develop, because the last thing I want is to lose her respect or friendship, or even worse, cause her any kind of pain. The trouble is, without being honest with my feelings, I'm just causing myself pain! I really should know better by now. So, I guess I'll just 'let go, and let god' as they say, and what will be, will be. Experience has taught me that when I try to run the show, disaster ensues and I end up in a whole world of pain and misery.
Hope you're all ok out there, til next time.... love you all xxxx
I've just finished watching the first season of 'Game of Thrones' and I've really enjoyed it
Any show that contains nudity, a dwarf and the word 'cunt' is an obvious winner in my book, but what I've really liked about it is the fact that the northerners have northern UK accents That was quite a shock seeing as it's a US show, but it set my mind working..... You see, in my mind, my accent is too strong for anyone outside the north of england to understand, but if global TV audiences can understand the northern speech on GoT, then there is hope that I am not as incomprehensible as my mind would have me believe...... YAY!
Next on my mind is this- I recieved a message on 'the book of face' earlier from a very old friend of mine, who I have not seen in about 10years. He was telling me that he had just returned from his first ever AA meeting. However, what made me smile, was the fact that he cited my honesty and openness regarding my own recovery as a reason for him wanting to make the first steps in changing his life
I guess the higher power in my life works in mysterious ways!
Finally, on a kind of related theme, but also unconnected, I have growing feelings towards a young lady who I have known for the past few months. She's a really attractive woman, who is only early in recovery. I've watched her grow from a terrified, startled, broken person into a wonderfully pleasant, beautiful, intelligent and captivating young woman. I'm kind of annoyed with myself for letting these feelings develop, because the last thing I want is to lose her respect or friendship, or even worse, cause her any kind of pain. The trouble is, without being honest with my feelings, I'm just causing myself pain! I really should know better by now. So, I guess I'll just 'let go, and let god' as they say, and what will be, will be. Experience has taught me that when I try to run the show, disaster ensues and I end up in a whole world of pain and misery.
Hope you're all ok out there, til next time.... love you all xxxx
elye:
that show sounds great! nudity, dwarfs and 'cunt', i need to see this! i think the c word is probably the most used work where i come from, we're known for it haha well done on your recovery, i know im probably late but i only just found out and thats awsome for your friend too! good luck with the girl, go for it
niobe:
I need to check out that show.